More mixed feelings

[Blackrose23]

I'm afraid to CTB but at the same time I can't take another day in this life.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it certainly can be so awful feeling trapped here when you just wish to be gone. I'm also so incredibly tired of having to exist but I just hate how difficult suicide has to be for us. I know if I had a method like N I would be long gone at this point, but sadly a peaceful suicide isn't the reality for us.