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Kodama

Kodama

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
209
Oooh Yes !
At least 300K€ to disappear in an exotic country far from internet / FB / fucking Business... So ironic: i had that 3 years ago and i burn it
 
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Dartz

Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
613
yes, enough money for basic living and some to get high and have fun with for the rest of my life.
 
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SoyImbecilaburrido

SoyImbecilaburrido

Luz vs ojo
Aug 24, 2019
84
Just interested in "yes" or "no".
If "yes", the amount, and why.
No additional details.

Context: If my previously-discussed venture (Cfusion.ca) hits and I become wealthy again, I'd love to pilot a treatment program that clears debts and offers support, financial and otherwise, in exchange for commitment to some sort of a customized path forward.
No, its mental thing, how you resolve your problembs
yes, enough money for basic living and some to get high and have fun with for the rest of my life.
Society will search you
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
yes-would give me the money to travel to mexico (or where ever) to buy some N
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
It would alleviate some of my worries for a period of time, but I would still want to end my life because it wouldn't bring my husband back from the dead. It might cause me to wait a little bit longer to ctb though.
The only good thing would be if I had enough money to buy some N or another drug guaranteed to help me ctb, or maybe enough to just hire someone to shot me in the head while I sleep.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
No. Once meds ruin your life it's over
Peace/hugs
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
No, it cant grow hair on my head thats not there.
It cant erase bad memories. It cant buy me love.
 
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Gorgon

Gorgon

A sad sad
May 1, 2019
63
No, I have money. I used to think it would but now that I have it I see you just have new problems in addition to the old ones.
 
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Castles

Castles

Member
Oct 7, 2019
61
Yes it would but i cant get the amount i need which isnt much tbh lol
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
Yes it would but i cant get the amount i need which isnt much tbh lol
what u need it for, how much? maybe I can help out if its not too much
Astoundingly, yes.

Not sure if you're serious...

but if so this would literally save my life, my cat's life, and any one else I can pay it forward to. I was actually planning to create something that sounds similar to your treatment program a few years back where health and wealth are assisted in exchange for some pay-it-forward or other commitment, but I digress..


Ask: 200K
Reason: 3 years salary at 5k a month is what I was making a few months ago which allowed for savings, physical therapy, debt deleveraging, and an ultra-low stress living environment. 10% of the ask goes towards investments, most of which I had to sell off in order to live for the past few years. The ultimate reason for the ask is to pay-it-forward. There are communities of people, if not countries, where some real good can be done by opening up specific niche resources to them..

Without going into too much detail-- received a work related injury some years back but didn't realize the damage (thought it was old-age or just sleepy poorly) until I had switched to a job that demanded more of my body and realized I couldn't do the work anymore due to the pain. Job where I actually received injury wouldn't take liability since I had been working for another company and not theirs for over a year (just under the statute). Life, girlfriend at the time, toxic parents losing their house, and finances pushed any civil suit to the back burner and eventually out of the statute.

Applied and denied disability. Twice. After which I beared down on the pain and worked regardless just to prevent from being homeless and get a home to at least try and begin healing. Worked for almost a year, saved up, and had a place living and healing.

Fast forward, the home I was renting is being listed for sale, I've been evicted in order to make repairs (that I requested), and I don't have enough money to start over.

I need approx 3 years in order to fully heal and rehab my back and body, and a home to do so in. Right now I'm down to my last few thousand. I'm living in a motel but as soon as I'm down to a certain threshold I've no choice but to use the rest to ctb. I can't bear the thought of being homeless again or to be without funds in order to purchase pain relief, or food.

Sorry for the long response and thanks for posting the thread.
are there any shelters in your country? sometimes churches open their arms to homeless ppl or ppl in need, at least here in Sweden where I am.
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
There are shelters but no place for me to go with my animal. And the shelters here are only places for you to be at between certain hours so in my case I would need something more like a hospital room as I am always lying down.
how much would u need now?
 
Castles

Castles

Member
Oct 7, 2019
61
what u need it for, how much? maybe I can help out if its not too much

are there any shelters in your country? sometimes churches open their arms to homeless ppl or ppl in need, at least here in Sweden where I am.
Right now rent for this and next month plus food, my ex took me to court when she knew I couldn't afford a lawyer and backed me into a corner. She walked away with full custody and five years child support even though we were together for four of the five years. She bled me dry on trying to fight and now im behind on everything. But it is what it is right, that's life and people take advantage when they know they can.
 
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neilo99

Tired of Life
Oct 9, 2019
182
Not really. I guess a bit of money to hire a hitman on myself would do the trick
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
Well this is a first.

I'm living in a motel currently one month at a time for ~46 USD/day ~1300. That's definitely what I need right now just to stay afloat. I won't swim, but I won't sink. My other debt and obligations can go to the wayside because I'm not giving up all my cash to be broke and homeless. Food can be government assisted.


Thank you replying.
hopefully as soon as I get the money in a few days I can pay you if you have paypal account, I dont either have alot of money I just wanna be kind :)
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Without luck on my side, No.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
Money doesn't buy happiness ,
However it does give you a better class of misery .

But yes as i could buy a luxury RV and run away (drive) from my life and travel the open road and me a my dog would visiting some of the most beautiful places on earth .
Better class of misery
I like how you put it
Money definitely helps to cope
 
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Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
A Big YES! Money would help me to keep my home and pay my bills and take care of my families plus more. Im a single disable mom with very little income. I receive no child support and no help from anyone. Im about to lose my home on foreclosure. Not sure what will happen within the next month or two. Im hoping the mediation meeting will buy me time.
 
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hatelife

Experienced
Oct 13, 2019
269
Right now rent for this and next month plus food, my ex took me to court when she knew I couldn't afford a lawyer and backed me into a corner. She walked away with full custody and five years child support even though we were together for four of the five years. She bled me dry on trying to fight and now im behind on everything. But it is what it is right, that's life and people take advantage when they know they can.
did u get my money? u didnt answer my chat
 
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Lefty

Mage
Dec 7, 2018
530
Well I don't think it would solve all my problems, but it could help a lot. If I had a lot of money, I could change a lot of my siuations.
 
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Bluefish

Bluefish

Member
Oct 18, 2019
36
No. I have debilitating health condition which is the reason i want to leave. Money wouldn't make much difference.
 
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shakybacon

Member
May 5, 2019
9
No, while it would take away some current stressors it would create all new ones. Especially from my family, I love them but they think money solves everything.
No, while it would take away some current stressors it would create all new ones. Especially from my family, I love them but they think money solves everything.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Solve all problems? No. Make life easier and maybe make the suicidal ideation less? Yes!
 
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Grey-zone

Grey-zone

Student
Feb 2, 2019
147
Solve all problems? No. Make life easier and maybe make the suicidal ideation less? Yes!
In a nutshell, this is what enough money could do for a lot of suicidal people.
 
Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
58
It might be a solution to my chronic pain condition. With money I could see a doctor in the U S who is specialising in neurological syproblems with the nerve system.

That way I can afford to fly there and try his treatment.
 
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Fenrirsend

Student
Jul 15, 2018
106
It would solve alot of them..could pay de debts and afford to live and afford a good lawyer to help me fight for ssi.
 

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