Story Money is the main reason to me CTB ASAP rest is very happy life

[SAI1234]

Just feeling very Sad that whenever got an opportunity did not utilize at all, now its time to think about that being very very sad to going to take my life out soon maax by end of this month, as I have some deadlines from debtors.

Except this money issue, everything will be manageable, I hope but coming to money it cant be manageable as I come from lower middle class family and nothing can be done instead of losing pride, I believe losing pride means losing life so, decided to to CTB at any cost by end of this month.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. It is such an unfair life and I can imagine that it must be really hard being in that situation. I hope that you find relief from your suffering.

 

[Enoughnow]

I think there's so many people in the same situation as you right now I'm same it's a big part of the reason I plan to it sucks doesn't it I'm so sorry you're going through this

 

[toasterbath]

Yeah money is my reason too. I realized that I don't even want to CTB but I'm going to have no choice but to soon. This world is so unfair to some of us.

 

[befree]

Is there no way out ? Do you have no chance to find a job ? Can't you go to another country and try to start a new life there ?
This world has become so terrible. Political situation, explosion of the cost of living, unemployment, more and more restrictions in all aspects of life, less human rights.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Money is a problem for me too.

 

[Euthanza]

Understandable, being old, poor and sick is hellish; It's like a prison cell without bars

 

[picklemick]

I have built a good life on paper. Still was not happy. Depressed. But seems like I've destroyed all of those good things and relationships so now I'm dreading how unhappy I'm going to be with nothing at all. On top of jail. i don't really want to CTB but my circumstances feel impossible.

 

[Slimetae]

Yea I'm broke can't even take care of myself or afford a method to ctb. sucks hopefully u get some luck

 

[Superdeterminist]

Money is huge, it can easily make or break lives. People who deny this irk me.

 

[SAI1234]

Is there no way out ? Do you have no chance to find a job ? Can't you go to another country and try to start a new life there ?
This world has become so terrible. Political situation, explosion of the cost of living, unemployment, more and more restrictions in all aspects of life, less human rights.

There is no way out instead of getting money around 40lacks INR, I am already doing job, I cant pay all my salary for EMI's by working hard and paying for my sins.
The guilty will kill me every day/every moment and instead of dying every day.

As I am from India, there is no chance to get out of this country and for that as well need money money..

Better to leave the world is the peaceful way for me

I have built a good life on paper. Still was not happy. Depressed. But seems like I've destroyed all of those good things and relationships so now I'm dreading how unhappy I'm going to be with nothing at all. On top of jail. i don't really want to CTB but my circumstances feel impossible.

yes that is the life we have now due to circumstances CTB is only left option

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Money is the main reason for me also. Why exist to barely survive. I'm so over this.

 

[treetop.grazer]

Yeah same here, got myself into huge debts, tried finding better paid job to pay them off but for first time in my life, not even getting interviews.

 

[picklemick]

Money leads to a whole different variety of problems. Although they're mostly internal and imagined. But they feel real to the person experiencing them. I would find it very hard to find motivation to live scraping by. Life is hard enough already. This is why I want to die in my house in my bed before I lose all that.

 

[fizi22]

I mean if youre in debt, you can always file for bankruptcy. Yea, they'll take almost everything you have to pay off the debts but after its over, you'll be debt free. Many people do it.
If you have money in the bank most it might be gone but you can always grind for a few years and work your way back up

 

[Aeathelina]

Same, that is the main reason I want to CTB. Once you're in the pits it is so hard to climb out without or with help. Neverminded if you are struggling with health issues or addiction

 

[Greenberg]

Just feeling very Sad that whenever got an opportunity did not utilize at all, now its time to think about that being very very sad to going to take my life out soon maax by end of this month, as I have some deadlines from debtors.

Except this money issue, everything will be manageable, I hope but coming to money it cant be manageable as I come from lower middle class family and nothing can be done instead of losing pride, I believe losing pride means losing life so, decided to to CTB at any cost by end of this month.

Money is not everything. May I ask if you have considered declaring bankruptcy? I realize that you would have to swallow your pride a bit but CBT is too extreme a solution. As you say, everything else is pretty much manageable.

Depending on the jurisdiction you reside in, after several years you will have a clean slate. I realize that things will be difficult immediately after bankruptcy; perhaps, you may be able to lean on family for assistance.

Please consider bankruptcy as a potential solution to your debt problems. Who knows, you may be destined to be rich after all!

Best, G

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Money fears/anxiety/mismanagement poisoned my entire life…. Unfortunately

 

[Euthanza]

Mathematically can't be wrong, but in this current system of living where speaking about peaceful suicide methodology is being forbidden because it's viewed as knowledge against suicidology, we're only gambling our pain for the after math.