imdepressed999
Member
- Jan 12, 2024
- 91
Hello everyone, I have been using this website for a while now although today i just officially created an account. My method will be taking M30s or Percs as they call them. The ones i ordered i know have fent in them due to the reviews. I have overdosed on fent before, and it was pure bliss. I was unfortunately saved due to Narcan. This time i will be alone, take 2-3 pills and put on some calming music. I have read a lot of the people's life stories on here and I have to say, i am so sorry you all have suffered so much. Most people would look at my life and question, why i would want out of such a good life? I come from a good family and was never abused although some emotionally. To be honest, i am just so tired of EVERYTHING. I am tired of my own personal flaws and just the world in general. I feel like today everyone is just a slave to this system we call our government and the world and its depressing. I do think there is life after death but in a non-religious way though, and that belief be it true or not takes away my fear of death. A few months ago, I had a ketamine treatment done for my depression and it was so blissful. All i have ever wanted to do since that experience, is return to that blissful place/void of darkness and peace. I just want everyone to know, I truly hope you all find peace.