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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Hi, I might have mentioned this before, but I wanted to mention it again, as Modafinil is great for depression. Yesterday I spent the day crying, suicidal (normal day) and in the evening I took Modafinil and actually was laughing with friends on Zoom. I think it stops working if you take it every day, but it is also good for fatigue caused by depression. I recommend it a lot. In the UK you can buy it online legally.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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Modafinil gave me a tiny energy boost, you have to be careful if you have allergies though. It stimulates histamine receptors, and gave me a horrible itch around the 2nd time I took it, likely because of the histamine cascade. It is good to try a small dose and see if the therapeutic benefit is substantial.
 
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GoneGoneGone

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Apr 1, 2020
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That's very interesting, isn't it used for ADD?
 
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oneanonymous

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Feb 5, 2020
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While I've never used Modafinil, I have used Adrafinil often in the past when dealing with insomnia and having to work. Adrafinil converts into Modafinil, and you don't need a prescription in the states. It worked quite well for it intended purpose, which was to make me not feel so sleep deprived at work. I don't really remember it having much effect on my mental state, but maybe I just never noticed and I have no clue what it would do if I used it after getting enough sleep. I figured if I took adrafinil without being sleep deprived, I wouldn't feel it. Kind of like an OTC painkiller, in that if you're not in pain, you won't feel any different after taking it.

I couldn't use it for more than two days a week though, because on the third day, it would do nothing. Even the second day, it wasn't as effective. So I always saved it for the day I was the most sleep deprived each week. I'm pretty sure I have a few left. If I do, I'll take it again just to see what it's like now that getting more than 0-4 hours of sleep for five days out of the week for five years. I do have serious fatigue from depression so maybe a weekly boost isn't such a bad idea. We'll see.
 

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