WhiskeyLulabuy
Member
- Jan 23, 2020
- 50
The situation is getting worse by the hour need a cocktail of drugs that are easy to get in the uk any ideas ? It's either that or partial hanging but not sure if that's going to be successful
Its a pro choice forum and final decision will be yours but if out of impulse you do it incorrectly there is risk of ending up as vegetable so my suggestion would be wait and think about what you want to do. 
I don't know much about your situation, if it is about someone spreading lies about you. Do you really want to do ctb and probably make them more happy ? No one will ever find out the truth if you do ctb.
May be log out of social media for 24 hrs and see how you feel. If nothing works out exit is always an option.
I don't know much about your situation, if it is about someone spreading lies about you. Do you really want to do ctb and probably make them more happy ? No one will ever find out the truth if you do ctb.
May be log out of social media for 24 hrs and see how you feel. If nothing works out exit is always an option.
MsMaudlin
This is the fierce last stand of all I am
- Dec 8, 2019
- 875
I'm in the UK too and I doubt that there is anything you can just go out and buy the same day and use.
Talk to us on here, tell us what's going on.
Love and peace ❤
Talk to us on here, tell us what's going on.
Love and peace ❤
WhiskeyLulabuy
Member
- Jan 23, 2020
- 50
Hi where in the uk are you?
Iv been planning a tried to CTB for a few years now but the last week has just become overwhelming and getting worse by the hour.
I took loads of over the counter sleep aids last night but all it did was make me very Restless before I passed out
MsMaudlin
This is the fierce last stand of all I am
- Dec 8, 2019
- 875
I'm in Staffordshire.
What has happened to make things so urgent?
Big hugs ❤
What has happened to make things so urgent?
Big hugs ❤
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
You can buy illegal drugs on the street . I wouldn't do that . You cannot ctb with OTC (seizures pain permanent damage etc).
I totally identify with your need to ctb 'urgently' :)
if you choose to act -- do it wisely
Sounds like horrible things are happening there
By the hour is alarming
As M asked , what's going on there ? ...
I totally identify with your need to ctb 'urgently' :)
if you choose to act -- do it wisely
Sounds like horrible things are happening there
By the hour is alarming
As M asked , what's going on there ? ...
WhiskeyLulabuy
Member
- Jan 23, 2020
- 50
Stuff about me posted over Facebook some true mostly lies. Coast me my job, friends
So just seems the right time to CTB
I thought about jumping in front of a train but the affects other people plus I don't want to be remembered as that got that made me late ect
Iv also bee costing Colchester zoo a lot and it's very easy to climb inside the tiger enclosure.
But ultimately I just w
So just seems the right time to CTB
I thought about jumping in front of a train but the affects other people plus I don't want to be remembered as that got that made me late ect
Iv also bee costing Colchester zoo a lot and it's very easy to climb inside the tiger enclosure.
But ultimately I just w
MsMaudlin
This is the fierce last stand of all I am
- Dec 8, 2019
- 875
Facebook has a lot to answer to, ruins peoples lives!
If you could wait you could order SN.
The only things on the streets would be H & F but I know nothing of those sadly.
The zoo thing sounds awful tbh, they might just really injure you, and you'll be in a much worse position.
Love and peace ❤
If you could wait you could order SN.
The only things on the streets would be H & F but I know nothing of those sadly.
The zoo thing sounds awful tbh, they might just really injure you, and you'll be in a much worse position.
Love and peace ❤
randomz
Specialist
- Nov 4, 2019
- 395
Social media is a bane of human existence. Just take a break from it. Just delete all your accounts and don't let the lies that people spread about you dictate your decision to CTB.
Those lies, they will fade away and you will find a new and better job and new and better friends.
Please, give yourelf some time to think things over.
Not to mention the pain and horror of eing eaten alive......
Thereisnothing
Enlightened
- Jan 4, 2020
- 1,604
Bloody Facebook, caused me all sorts of problems in the past, its such a strange environment. Take folks advice on here and forget about Facebook its not real just a pain.
Getting drugs on street could be dangerous- I agree.
NOOOOOO regards the Zoo, think of all the implications and even so you' find it very hard to have access to tiger enclosures.
WhiskeyLulabuy
Member
- Jan 23, 2020
- 50
the zoo thing was only an idea plus's could be kids watch and I wouldn't want that
Just taken some more sleeping tablets I'll try tying a cord to the bed frame and as they kick in hope I pass out and the cord takes over
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
What about jumping in front of Facebook offices
Sorry, that was totally unhelpful, but share your frustration. The fact a person's life can be destroyed within minutes and with a few comments is so common and horrible . I lack the capacity to contain that phenomena , again sorry ..
Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
Can you delete your Facebook account? I did that myself about 10 years ago. Haven't missed it one bit. What sleeping pill have you taken?
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
If I wasn't sure of my method/timing I'd take sleeping tablets , rest , and think it over . Done so many times .
It does not change things (I often woke tearful) but I'm sleep deprived and it eases severe distress . Emotionally feels being suffocated to death , gives small breath of air
But I do understand you wanting to do it now
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Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
It good advice I think, sleep does provide a temporary escape. Thinking things through too. Unless the sleeping pills arent over the counter they are unlikely to render you unconscious deeply enough. Ligatures leave a nasty bruise too that's hard to hide.If I wasn't sure of my method/timing I'd take sleeping tablets , rest , and think it over . Done so many times .
It does not change things (I often woke tearful) but I'm sleep deprived and it eases severe distress . Emotionally feels being suffocated to death , gives small breath of air
Roger
I Liked Ike
- May 11, 2019
- 972
If you provoke an animal to kill you, then there is a risk that the animal will be destroyed. Don't do the tiger thing.
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
Done that only 3 years ago , this removed distress from my life , def better
BUT I've also learned it has its costs , not just facebook but instant messaging & social etc in general , that is how people communicate today . Even limiting usage poses problems to surviving in today's society . Sorry for digressing .
Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
It is very "1984" to me. Back when things were going better I had a job interview where they told me they wanted to see my social media, particularly Facebook. I told them I didn't have an account. They basically said it was rubbish, that everyone does! I might be getting old, maybe I don't understand the world anymore. :-/
Just for the sake of saying it please don't do the zoo thing they will likely shoot the animal. I'm sorry you are so distressed, and please take the time to plan something carefully so you don't cause more harm than peace if this is in fact the path you wish to take.
medication od has a high fail rate. I would highly recommend stop looking at social media, since it is a toxic environment. It might settle your mind to take that time and energy to do some research into ensuring a peaceful journey instead.
medication od has a high fail rate. I would highly recommend stop looking at social media, since it is a toxic environment. It might settle your mind to take that time and energy to do some research into ensuring a peaceful journey instead.
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
Spot on! similar experiences , annoying , 1984 -- people zombies and you get 'persecuted' if you're not .
Not an age thing , world/humans have changed profoundly within a decade (research) . Great we communicate and connect , but price is steep .
Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
I'm glad I'm not the only one who is depressed about the herd mentality of society these days! It seems people's social interaction is through the shiny rectangle in their hands (I am aware of the irony as I type this). I see people joyfully meandering through the streets completely focused on their phone, then walk into someone and go into a huge rage! It's like people loose their perspective on reality completely. I fear I might be leading this thread off topic a bit so I will leave it at that.
Roger
I Liked Ike
- May 11, 2019
- 972
Ironically, rather than being shot, the animal would be put down with intravenous pentobarbital (Nembutal - yes ! N !! ) after tranquilization with another drug in a dart fired from a modified air rifle, or even a lung-powered blowpipe.
At least that's how it would be done in UK.
Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
WhiskeyLulabuy
Member
- Jan 23, 2020
- 50
Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
Do you mean over the counter? I'm afraid not. I don't think it would help me to obtain it if I was a lion either. Sadly, I don't think many animals have thoughts of ctb.
WhiskeyLulabuy
Member
- Jan 23, 2020
- 50
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
@WhiskeyLulabuy , I'm sorry , you've been here a day , few posts , and ctb instantly ? (welcome to SS btw:)
I don't mean to disregard your pain and you clearly want out for long time , but you haven't explored ctb methods , nor detailed your situation I'm not criticizing you, we just don't know you, or how to help you ctb (or otherwise) .
I know it's hard to do right now , you just want out , but take your time and explain . I see you are exploring and brainstorming ideas , which is good . I'm sorry if my opening sounded harsh or critical , not my intentions! ... You're alright . I hope you feel free and safe here
(welcome to SS btw:)I don't mean to disregard your pain and you clearly want out for long time , but you haven't explored ctb methods , nor detailed your situation
I'm not criticizing you, we just don't know you, or how to help you ctb (or otherwise) .I know it's hard to do right now , you just want out , but take your time and explain . I see you are exploring and brainstorming ideas , which is good . I'm sorry if my opening sounded harsh or critical , not my intentions! ... You're alright . I hope you feel free and safe here
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Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
From what I have read here it is obtainable but there are risks buying from sources via the internet. Also it may be intercepted buy customs and that might earn you a visit from the police potentially. I've also read that one of the go to sources has been causing some concern recently.
WhiskeyLulabuy
Member
- Jan 23, 2020
- 50
Hi@WhiskeyLulabuy , I'm sorry , you've been here a day , few posts , and plan to ctb instantly ?
I don't mean to disregard your pain and you clearly want out , but you haven't explored ctb methods , nor detailed your situation
I know it's hard to do right now , you just want out , but take your time and explain . I see you are exploring and brainstorming ideas , which is good . I'm sorry if my opening sounded harsh or critical , not my intentions! ... You're alright . I hope feel free and safe here
I was all ready to do someting the other day and when I googled hanging this site came up if it wasn't for that I would never had found this site and you good people, I would proberly be in hospital or speak over a train by now
Flippy
Felis Sapien
- Jan 5, 2020
- 931
While you are here perhaps just take some time to chat or vent about your situation. You are completely anonymous to us and people here are supportive and won't judge you. It sounds like you are going through a really shit time right now. My advise is ignore or delete Facebook and stay here for a while, you are amongst friends here. :-)
