mindlessly scrolling this site

[Deleted member 94706]

Does anyone else mindlessly scroll this site, desperately looking for a method and finding none, then repeat.

 

[qualityOV3Rquantity]

YEah, I feel like eventually I'll find some magical pain-free suicide method, but I know I won't, I'm just wasting time.

 

[CantDoIt]

Does anyone else mindlessly scroll this site, desperately looking for a method and finding none, then repeat.

I do this as a coping mechanism, I have a method but I scroll this site to ground myself or somehow, not sure.

 

[Peace/Quiet]

Ironically enough, this place gives me a strange comfort. I also feel a bit better having my rope, it'll be my escape if my life truly won't get better.

 

[ausiegal]

Yes! I also spend so much time scrolling looking for answers which may not exist :-(

 

[Imcantbreathe]

Don't need a method, I made my decision. It's more about giving me a sense of peace of mind, in a way where I can find folks who can relate to the emotions I am feeling

 

[dimgobaith]

Yes

 

[Oeoe3]

Yeah, and for comfort. It's starting to become like safezone for me right now since I'm feeling trapped with anxiety each day XD

 

[DeplorableHuman]

Yep, I've been lurking for a while.This site is literally the only thing keeping me going right now. IRL I'm way past the point of actually being able to ask for help or getting help. And feeling like I can't connect or succesfully interact with other people is eating me up from the inside. Here, at least I know that I can speak and think freely without being silenced or judged unfairly. It's kind of liberating in a way to write and read about peoples' actual thoughts without a filter.

 

[Imcantbreathe]

Yep, I've been lurking for a while.This site is literally the only thing keeping me going right now. IRL I'm way past the point of actually being able to ask for help or getting help. And feeling like I can't connect or succesfully interact with other people is eating me up from the inside. Here, at least I know that I can speak and think freely without being silenced or judged unfairly. It's kind of liberating in a way to write and read about peoples' actual thoughts without a filter.

I can relate to you so much, because my social skills are totally gone... I feel as if I slip up and say what's on my mind in IRL prob be judged and locked away, plus I too am past the point of seeking help or getting any. Here I don't have to walk on egg shells I can be totally transparent with my thoughts and emotions. Not gonna lie it eats me alive when people ask me, "How am I ?". Like I'm gonna lie to you then you'll figure how I really feel when I am not here anymore. So you are not alone my friend

 

[Steff1337]

To me, this is such a good place, which helped me in finding one of the most peaceful ways to go.

 

[mapleboy]

I've already found my method, but doomscrolling on this site is weirdly comforting. There are thousands of other people I'm able to relate to. I find comfort in knowing that I'm not alone in my suffering, and that I have a place I can return to without judgement.