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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Edit: failed again. Tried from doorknob and started getting dizzy but then started coughing and gagging. Tried from the porch rafter and same thing.

Edit 2: tried tourniquet and almost puked.
Why can't i just die?
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,780
How are you now?
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Angry and disappointed.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,780
It happens. This should not be compared to riding a bike but...we learn from failure. I hope the next few days are better.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,978
I'm sorry you are going through this. I understand it is hard to take our lives, it can be like being trapped when you feel as though you cannot leave this world. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
AQUA

AQUA

Headstone
Dec 2, 2020
300
Sorry you've been pushed to this :hug:
I hope things work out the way you want, and that you can enjoy peace.

Godspeed.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I hope you will be peaceful
 
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