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Dead are useless if not to love the living more
- Feb 13, 2020
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So I can commit myself to the deed...
After months of no access to EM (darknet market), the site is finally working flawlessly for me. I decided to order Midazolam. For 40 € s/h included, 10 to 30 x 15mg oral pills can be gotten. I chose the lowest quantity to minimise the customs' risk towards drugs in my highly repressive country, since my goal is only to trial it, not a routine consumption. Alternatively, it also comes in liquid form, at various concentration levels. The container's size then may or may not be small and the tag on it (if not removed, could be arranged w/ seller ?) not discreet.
Midazolam is a powerful short-acting benzo, used for its anaesthetic properties in surgical procedures. In fact, in France it's officially the medical drug of choice, used as standalone most of the time (only topped up by anti-psychotics in case of resistance), to induce unconsciousness.
By IV, anything from 0.5 (fragile / old person) to 2.5mg could "put to sleep", typically during 1 hour (the timeframe window aimed). There are 2 ways to administer it, at a defined potent stat dose (less common) or gradually every 2-3 minutes at a lower titration dose (around 1mg for sane normal people) repeatedly, until the desired effect of unresponsiveness is met. Then normally, a maintenance dose of the initial effective dose is to be repeated every hour to prolong the state.
The oral bio availability is low, about 40% on average, with extremes ranging from 25% to 70%.
Its effects are not guaranteed to steady for everyone and can fluctuate. This explains that a few death penalty inmates would occasionally wake up in pain in the middle of a procedure, against other toxic drugs entering in action, though I'm guessing the awakening should tend to happen too late during a CTB procedure whose element also causes to pass out, thus the concern be irrelevant. Taken orally, my quest is to figure out or guess estimate the time of onset, cause I found variations in claims, from 10 to 20 (average ?) to 30 minutes (down to 5 but the hope seems unrealistic)
Having in mind to evaluate how to sequence it into a SN exit, I plan to trial a quarter of pill first, then half, then full, and hopefully can make a conclusion on the effectiveness and guess estimate the time action it'd take to kick in already at a superior dose, before the need to increase to an elephant shot.
As a total rookie w/ benzos, it will be a deflowering with charm, before I experience Tranxene/Xanax (ordered w/ a private supplier, to the wrong country - can't collect 'em before at least mid-late June due to Corona restrictions, still).
Could Midazolam be dangerous if not controlled properly ? It seems to be used as well for palliative care, similarly to morphine, with weak patients nearing their fate. Any suggestion (experimental protocol, warning) welcomed.
I'll report once received.
After months of no access to EM (darknet market), the site is finally working flawlessly for me. I decided to order Midazolam. For 40 € s/h included, 10 to 30 x 15mg oral pills can be gotten. I chose the lowest quantity to minimise the customs' risk towards drugs in my highly repressive country, since my goal is only to trial it, not a routine consumption. Alternatively, it also comes in liquid form, at various concentration levels. The container's size then may or may not be small and the tag on it (if not removed, could be arranged w/ seller ?) not discreet.
Midazolam is a powerful short-acting benzo, used for its anaesthetic properties in surgical procedures. In fact, in France it's officially the medical drug of choice, used as standalone most of the time (only topped up by anti-psychotics in case of resistance), to induce unconsciousness.
By IV, anything from 0.5 (fragile / old person) to 2.5mg could "put to sleep", typically during 1 hour (the timeframe window aimed). There are 2 ways to administer it, at a defined potent stat dose (less common) or gradually every 2-3 minutes at a lower titration dose (around 1mg for sane normal people) repeatedly, until the desired effect of unresponsiveness is met. Then normally, a maintenance dose of the initial effective dose is to be repeated every hour to prolong the state.
The oral bio availability is low, about 40% on average, with extremes ranging from 25% to 70%.
Its effects are not guaranteed to steady for everyone and can fluctuate. This explains that a few death penalty inmates would occasionally wake up in pain in the middle of a procedure, against other toxic drugs entering in action, though I'm guessing the awakening should tend to happen too late during a CTB procedure whose element also causes to pass out, thus the concern be irrelevant. Taken orally, my quest is to figure out or guess estimate the time of onset, cause I found variations in claims, from 10 to 20 (average ?) to 30 minutes (down to 5 but the hope seems unrealistic)
Having in mind to evaluate how to sequence it into a SN exit, I plan to trial a quarter of pill first, then half, then full, and hopefully can make a conclusion on the effectiveness and guess estimate the time action it'd take to kick in already at a superior dose, before the need to increase to an elephant shot.
As a total rookie w/ benzos, it will be a deflowering with charm, before I experience Tranxene/Xanax (ordered w/ a private supplier, to the wrong country - can't collect 'em before at least mid-late June due to Corona restrictions, still).
Could Midazolam be dangerous if not controlled properly ? It seems to be used as well for palliative care, similarly to morphine, with weak patients nearing their fate. Any suggestion (experimental protocol, warning) welcomed.
I'll report once received.
