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sad_tgirl

New Member
Jun 28, 2025
3
Hi folks, I was hoping to help be a resource here. I just took 3375mg of metopropolol and 500mg of hydrocodone. I weigh 160lbs for reference.
I know there is a high chance this isn't enough to kill me, but I am praying it still works.
At about 10 minutes in I am feeling extremely jittery and dizzy. But that could just be nerves
At 20 minutes in my vision has doubled and my ears are ringing. But I am extremely calm
 
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Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
333
Maybe your blood pressure is very low due to the metoprolol. I used to take it and amlodepine, now only take amlodepine 5mg daily. I only have some oxycodine acetaminophen tabs. I too have thought of this but with my luck know it will be just be my 4th failed attempt. That is why I'm holding out for something more certain. I hope that you do find peace in a way you prefer and do not simply hurt yourself.
 
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sad_tgirl

New Member
Jun 28, 2025
3
At 35 minutes in it is getting really hard to type. I feel so calm. This is borderline pleasant
At 35 minutes in it is getting really hard to type. I feel so calm. This is borderline pleasant
An hour in, my vision is even blurrier. I can barely keep my eyes open.
 
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