lampshadereally
Member
- Nov 23, 2025
- 5
Essentially, I want to leave it up to chance. I would be fine to die but also fine to live, the main thing I want is a big change. I think that if I died I would finally be at peace, and if I lived my life wouldn't be the same boredom and meaninglessness that it always is. I'd like to feel as though some higher power got to decide my fate.
of course I would prefer the most painless option, but I understand that if survival is on the table that might not be an option. Anything that has a relatively equal chance of failing/succeeding.
of course I would prefer the most painless option, but I understand that if survival is on the table that might not be an option. Anything that has a relatively equal chance of failing/succeeding.