Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
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Most people here seem to favour a death that resembles falling asleep - not just from our own viewpoint, but also from the point of view of whoever finds us. It's like we're more weary than angry; we don't mean to upset people; if we can remain rosy we'll probably pay extra for that. I'm weary. Tuck me in and let me rest.
There are also those who are fine with turning blue, dangling from the ceiling, vomiting, writhing - very sorry, baby, but you don't get to pretend I'm just asleep. I don't care if it hurts. I want you to see my bitterness. I want you to have to deal with it.
Some of us favour more public methods. I don't care who sees how devastated I am - I'm jumping. I'm leaping in front of a train or a truck. So it'll traumatise the driver - like I'm not traumatised? and who cared about that?? Obliterate me.
And so on. All the methods convey something. What about yours?
There are also those who are fine with turning blue, dangling from the ceiling, vomiting, writhing - very sorry, baby, but you don't get to pretend I'm just asleep. I don't care if it hurts. I want you to see my bitterness. I want you to have to deal with it.
Some of us favour more public methods. I don't care who sees how devastated I am - I'm jumping. I'm leaping in front of a train or a truck. So it'll traumatise the driver - like I'm not traumatised? and who cared about that?? Obliterate me.
And so on. All the methods convey something. What about yours?