This is my thread. There are many like it, but this one is mine.
I will be addressing the subjects in the title at some point or another. What follows are quick summaries.
Method - I experimented with cutting off my blood supply. I initially did not know what the bean bags were for but I believe it is to compress the veins/arteries/jugular without putting too much pressure on the windpipe. If I can't find bean bags I would consider using a feminine pad.
Toxicity - The main reason. IMO, both the physical and vibrations of this world are messed up. I have done a lot of reading and playing chess to keep my mind healthy. I have ate well and exercised to keep my body healthy. I believe that I am too pure for this world. I could be living somewhere in the mountains but it is too late for that. If energy exists a higher power must exist.
Chronic Pain - I'm at the age where not only is being a professional athlete out of the question. Athletes my age have retired. I have damaged knees and a damaged back. The only cure is surgery or perhaps if I consume large quantities of osteo bi-flex.
Capitalism - I ask myself what keeps people alive. Aside from it's other downfalls, people literally apply to pay rent for units. Strange.
Isolation - There are so many beautiful women out there. It hurts not having them by my side. They have goddess energy.
Testicles - If there is any reason to have an existential crisis this is it. How guys can be kicked and not question what the meaning of suffering is is beyond me.
I will be addressing the subjects in the title at some point or another. What follows are quick summaries.
Method - I experimented with cutting off my blood supply. I initially did not know what the bean bags were for but I believe it is to compress the veins/arteries/jugular without putting too much pressure on the windpipe. If I can't find bean bags I would consider using a feminine pad.
Toxicity - The main reason. IMO, both the physical and vibrations of this world are messed up. I have done a lot of reading and playing chess to keep my mind healthy. I have ate well and exercised to keep my body healthy. I believe that I am too pure for this world. I could be living somewhere in the mountains but it is too late for that. If energy exists a higher power must exist.
Chronic Pain - I'm at the age where not only is being a professional athlete out of the question. Athletes my age have retired. I have damaged knees and a damaged back. The only cure is surgery or perhaps if I consume large quantities of osteo bi-flex.
Capitalism - I ask myself what keeps people alive. Aside from it's other downfalls, people literally apply to pay rent for units. Strange.
Isolation - There are so many beautiful women out there. It hurts not having them by my side. They have goddess energy.
Testicles - If there is any reason to have an existential crisis this is it. How guys can be kicked and not question what the meaning of suffering is is beyond me.
