Merry Christmas

[Lost21]

I hope everyone is looking forward to getting some wonderful gifts and happy times with loved one

 

[FuneralCry]

Christmas is just another day to me. In my life there has never been any happy times or anything to look forward to. The idea of such things existing are insane to me and you do know that this is a suicide forum and the fact is that the world that we exist in is filled with endless cruelty and suffering. I doubt happiness is even a real thing, it's likely just a delusion. The kind of nonsense that is sung in irritating christmas songs really doesn't reflect reality and I doubt that anyone would come on this website in the first place for genuine reasons if life was such a fantastic experience for them. But yes, anything relating to that kind of commercialised forced optimism is annoying to me and I really do hate the fact that I've managed to exist for another year.

 

[bed]

not looking forward to Xmas, it should be called Halloween the way I have to put on a mask and pretend everything is fine lol. but i hope you can have a pleasant day.

 

[MidnightDream]

Well, I quite appreciate the positivity tbh. I'm not really celebrating xmas this year, just not in the right headspace for it, but I appreciate the sentiment and wish you the same :)

Christmas is just another day to me. In my life there has never been any happy times or anything to look forward to. The idea of such things existing are insane to me and you do know that this is a suicide forum and the fact is that the world that we exist in is filled with endless cruelty and suffering. I doubt happiness is even a real thing, it's likely just a delusion. The kind of nonsense that is sung in irritating christmas songs really doesn't reflect reality and I doubt that anyone would come on this website in the first place for genuine reasons if life was such a fantastic experience for them. But yes, anything relating to that kind of commercialised forced optimism is annoying to me and I really do hate the fact that I've managed to exist for another year.

Really sorry life has brought you to this conclusion @FuneralCry, wishing you peace

 

[MellowAvenue]

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[western_heart]

Merry Christmas to you too.

I had already been skipping out on Christmas celebrations for the past decade, but this year I alienated myself from my family completely, so I have nowhere to go and no phone calls to expect. I'm hoping for zero texts . I will be spending the weekend with my partner at home. we got a fake tree for inside and lights outside for the first (and probably only) time ever. I don't expect to be around next Christmas... the decorations make me happy. we bought a bunch of gifts for each other and I have been really bitchy about having to wait to open them, because I know what some of them are, and would use them right away/a lot, and it feels bad that we spent money weeks ago for stuff that I will not be alive to use for very long. We've been sick all week so we haven't picked up Christmas dinner yet, or driven around to look at all the lights. The weather is terrible enough that I don't want to go out tonight, and dread grocery shopping tomorrow.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Thisisme373]

Christmas is not good for me, I have a mostly toxic family, then having severe depression, anxiety and having to pretend to be ok and engage with narcissistic assholes, yeah not fun

 

[Hollowman]

It's bizarre that Christmas is even a thing, because Jesus was more than likely just mentally ill.