Tegan_sky
losing hope
- Aug 16, 2019
- 102
I have had my mental health and depression in the trash most of the last 2 to 2.5 years. And I have also had numerous, numerous physical health problems at the same time. Sometimes I wonder if the physical ailments are being affected by my state of mind. Also I wonder if it has become a vicious cycle...the depression and anxiety causing worsening of physical issues, then the physical issues making me more depressed and anxious. I have had NO luck trying to expand a "support system" for the last several years, most of the time, having no one to tell how I really feel, except for a reliable monthly visit with my shrink. Outside of him, there is no one to talk to. Two of the issues I have are acute urinary retention that got to a point that I have been wearing an indwelling Foley catheter for the last 2.5 years. Also, constipation can be a recurring issue. I have completely wondered if these two issues, not having my body let go of urine and poop, is it a result of me not being able to let my real feelings out more than once a month to the shrink.
A bit of good news is that I found a mental health Zoom meeting twice a week, and I often do share in that meeting, how I really feel. So add that to my being able to tell my shrink how I really feel.
Does anyone relate to this, or have mental depression and anxiety, co-occuring with physical problems?
A bit of good news is that I found a mental health Zoom meeting twice a week, and I often do share in that meeting, how I really feel. So add that to my being able to tell my shrink how I really feel.
Does anyone relate to this, or have mental depression and anxiety, co-occuring with physical problems?