Venting Mental hospital...

[whenisitmytimetodie]

My Mum wants to put me in a mental hospital, i dont think i deserve this tho, the main reason i want to die is because i am a disgusting and terrible person, maybe i wasnt before idk but now yesterday i did sth that made me terrible, it was sth very very disgusting that no one should do, that people would want me dead for and they are right, i have been on this forum for longer for different reasons, maybe back then i was still a good enough person deserving of help and love but now.. never again, i cant even go there what should i do, i cant sit in a room with other people if i am this disgusting of a person and i cant eat or drink or be happy, be into my interests, talk to my friends, nothing... how should i go to the hospital.. i cant get help.. its too late, i will never be good, death is my only solution.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I understand it is awful when everything is hopeless. No matter what happens, I wish you the best.