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sgifeei

Member
May 28, 2024
79
Finish the sentence
 
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beandigger404

beandigger404

he/him
Jun 21, 2025
37
Until you want to get worse to prove that your suffering is bad enough to deserve help (you will never feel sick enough)
 
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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
257
Until you go weeks, even months, without doing hygiene.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,495
You try to shirk your 'responsibilities'.
 
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lameemo

lameemo

autism +bpd
Aug 16, 2024
11
until it starts costing the government money
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,487
you keep talking about your depression and it starts getting on people's nerves because you're not "getting better"
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
191
Until its no longer the manic, "cool" side of it. When its no longer fun for other people to see you in this state they will abandon you.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
704
until the 18th birthday (irony)
 
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abyss@fmPf1KVp6

abyss@fmPf1KVp6

from iron to red drench
May 29, 2024
61
until it's any of the cluster b personality disorders
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,527
Any hint or reference to the 'S' word.
 
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Beavisandbutthead

Beavisandbutthead

Student
Jun 12, 2024
157
You want your friends to help
 
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WEIRDOOOXDDDD

WEIRDOOOXDDDD

Rawr xP
May 19, 2025
52
You are already getting help
 
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SoulCage

SoulCage

Experienced
Dec 28, 2023
218
Until enough time as a patient has passed and you are being accused of rejecting the help or simply not trying hard enough.
 
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jazzcat621

jazzcat621

Trial mod | My heart for the whole world
Jun 30, 2025
114
It stops being romanticizable
 
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lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
389
until you say that work culture and capitalism is one of the main reasons for your bad mental state. They only want to "help you" so you can continue to be a slave.
 
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Afterglow

Afterglow

good god remove my frontal lobe already
Feb 22, 2025
392
until you start showing symptoms of having a mental illness
 
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TheShadowQueen

TheShadowQueen

≽^- ˕ -^≼
Dec 5, 2023
255
You have scars all over your body
 
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neurotoxic

neurotoxic

Student
Sep 15, 2019
189
until you're "treatment resistant"
until you get a stigmatized diagnosis
until there is no more profit in treating you
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
579
you're old. Nobody gives a shit when you're old and suicidal.
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sickness killed her…
Jun 28, 2025
143
It's an inconvenience and a reflection on those who supposedly 'care' about you
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
433
They realize that you actually refuse to have children (they didn't believe you before).
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
942
Until you want to date your psychiatrist
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
You start being anything resembling a burden on others.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
944
..you realize you can't be fixed.
 
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Daniel_79

Daniel_79

Member
Jun 29, 2025
15
You catch yourself in the mirror eating a bucket of KFC in your underwear. You're covered in gravy and grease, and realise that you haven't showered in 2 weeks. You'd been telling yourself that things were getting better up to this point.
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
488
...you're notice that you're alone and can't share things with others.
 
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PAQUITOELCHOCOLATER

Member
Jul 6, 2025
33
Until you ctb
 
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Celerity

Celerity

Visionary
Jan 24, 2021
2,853
-your employer wants you to violate your principles or overwork so that they can make more money
-you actually try to share an emotionally vulnerable thought with someone who only pretends to be sympathetic
-someone in power abuses their authority; that's just the way it is, after all
 
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MourningFlower

MourningFlower

existed.
Jan 8, 2025
77
Your progress stops going at the ideal pace for everyone else.
 
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