Mental deterioration

[Exiled spirit]

Over the past few months, I've been experiencing a notable decrease in my cognitive abilities. I can't think or express my thoughts clearly. I've been having memory and concentration problems. Lately, I pause and stutter more when I speak to people, which is embarrassing. Even chatting with someone online has become an exhausting task. I can definitely add this to my list of 'reasons to die.' The only thing I dream about nowadays is a peaceful exit—a non-violent end to my sad story.

 

[KillingPain267]

Yeah, I think I have that too, especially short term memory issues. But I suspect it is due to alcohol use I had in summer, antidepressive medication, anti-anxiety medication or a combination of all those. I don't think it's getting worse though.

 

[xoirse]

for real, i hate it when they misinterpret my avoidance and isolation as me hating them or i have a problem with them when in reality i have no idea how to get through the day

 

[Mirrory Me]

One of my pitfalls is starting to feel too weird about things- it means I have less control or security, that I become disconnected with what's real or safe. It's such a shame, because it has made me bit limited person, but then I need those boundarience in sense.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish for a painless exit to finally bring me peace, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[finallydone]

same here, i feel like my brain has aged 50 years in the last 3

 

[alienfreak]

Depression can cause it all on its own. I feel it too. It takes a big toll over years. Memory especially.

Recently i forgot an important decryption password that ive used thousands of times over the last decade. The memory is just gone. I advise to not rely on your memory for things like that, no matter how confident you feel that you would never forget