mrease
store brand sadboi
- Nov 3, 2020
- 18
I remember a few years back I was thinking of blowing my brains out. I smoked a fuck ton of weed and basically went catatonic for a few hours. I got in my head, and I had these visions of my parents saying "please don't shoot yourself. please don't shoot yourself". Then I had these visions of my body splayed on the floor with blood and brain splatter everywhere. My dad walked in the door and saw me there and screamed. He ran over to my body yelling "oh my god!" over and over. Then I saw that video of the kid from r9k shooting himself and his mom coming in and screaming. I wish I wouldn't hurt anybody by ctb. Why is this so difficult?
