prototypian
Student
- May 6, 2024
- 152
I've found that there is a lot of peace coming from just insulating and being melancholy with no feeling at all. It's kind of like sleeping through the day. I don't have to worry about stuff. I don't accomplish much but the things I don't accomplish don't weigh me down either. I'm always tired, always wishing things would work out somehow and they never do so I've stopped worrying. In this state it's a lot easier to not care whether I'm alive or not.