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JordT

JordT

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As the title says, met up with my SS partner from the megathread 10days ago. We've just been enjoying last things that are out in nature; very peaceful and quiet with no one around.

Took our first meto 1hour ago, only day 1 so please don't cross my name out yet. Want to keep this thread open and reply, as we both aren't drinking the SN until tomorrow. I don't post much, but feel like this may be some hope to those who really want to go but are scared of going alone, just like I was... yet I sit here now and I'm very content and happy with what's coming up.

The partner thread does work, and albeit I had many people contact me and I contacted many as well. But it really does work if both parties are serious, we're "living" proof of that, ha! :P
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
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i'm glad that you got a reliable partner, dying is something that most of us here are going to face completely alone and in secrecy. it must be such a relief to have someone with you in your last moments.

good luck to both of you, and may you find peace.
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
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i hope both of you find peace
 
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Shivani

Bereaved
Oct 29, 2019
132
Wishing you luck and strength. Hope you both find your peace...
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Fair winds to both of you, it's good that you don't have to die alone.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Sad to see u guys go but guess u know what's best for u. Hope u guys get the peace u deserve. RIP my friend
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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remember seeing a sweet post you made a while back that really touched my heart. I am in a relationship with somebody who is actively suicidal, and we plan to ctb together soon after spending some time together. good luck. hope all goes well. you will have your bby next to you when you die ❤ nothing is better than that. peace!
 
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LonelyLight

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May 31, 2019
779
Best of luck to both of you, I hope it all goes as you hope :heart:
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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I wish both of you the best in whatever you choose.
 
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JordT

JordT

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Thank you everyone for the kind words. We took our 2nd meto dose 50mins ago... thankfully we both have had zero negative reactions to meto, since we never tested meto before doing it, so I'm glad about that. Now just one more meto later, then tomorrow will be day 2 and at the end of the day, that's when we will drink our SN.
 
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Nov 8, 2019
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Wishing you both a peaceful and fast transition. It's so nice that you found each other. :heart:
 
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JordT

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day 2 now, we took our 3rd meto last night as planned. We both just took our first meto for today. Think I'm going to open the SN bottle around 3hours before we take it so I can measure 6x20g in 50ml of water, 3 for each of us incase we do end up bringing some back up, we will have back up's to take care of that.

Will keep you updated on the process and release some more info about us and the details closer to the time we take SN today.
 
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Canon1

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Dec 2, 2019
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Do you have anything besides meto and sn?
 
JordT

JordT

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Do you have anything besides meto and sn?

Ss


This is what we both have access to for our SN method. Only thing not listed is the SN obviously. Hope this helps.
 
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Feb 15, 2019
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Thank you everyone for the kind words. We took our 2nd meto dose 50mins ago... thankfully we both have had zero negative reactions to meto, since we never tested meto before doing it, so I'm glad about that. Now just one more meto later, then tomorrow will be day 2 and at the end of the day, that's when we will drink our SN.

I hope you both find peace.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
All the best ❤️❤️❤️❤️
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
605
How long till you take SN? where will you be when you take it?
 
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Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
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Hope the two of you find the comfort that you need and have a peaceful exit.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
As the title says, met up with my SS partner from the megathread 10days ago. We've just been enjoying last things that are out in nature; very peaceful and quiet with no one around.

Took our first meto 1hour ago, only day 1 so please don't cross my name out yet. Want to keep this thread open and reply, as we both aren't drinking the SN until tomorrow. I don't post much, but feel like this may be some hope to those who really want to go but are scared of going alone, just like I was... yet I sit here now and I'm very content and happy with what's coming up.

The partner thread does work, and albeit I had many people contact me and I contacted many as well. But it really does work if both parties are serious, we're "living" proof of that, ha! :P

I'm sad you have to quit, but I'm happy to see that the partner megathread works. On my side I've found a partner on SS, yet not on the megathread. We're very concretly considering SN too, thank you to share your experience. I guess you had a great time being two for your last days.

Love for you two :heart:
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
195
I hope you find what you are both looking for, whatever your decision will be at last.
 
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crea_the_hopeless

Ugly queen
Feb 26, 2019
95
Safe travels
 
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BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
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❤ ❤
 
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Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
All the best for you 2. safe travels
 
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TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
Good luck and safe travels... :heart:
 
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ValideSultana

Student
Dec 2, 2019
119
I don't know you, but I wanted to wish you safe travels, my friend. Rest easy.
 
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NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
Safe travels! Hope you both find the peace you were looking for
 
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Timetoleave

Student
May 8, 2019
100
Hope you both have a safe journey and find peace from this cruel world ❤️
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I am glad you found a partner. Please keep us up to date. We are here for you.
 
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spanishguy22

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Apr 9, 2019
1,003
Beautiful, wish I had someone. Glad for you!
 
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Ok, update is we've taken a meto earlier. Now the next step is to measure out our SN 2hours before we plan to take it, and 1hour before we plan to take pain killers / antiacids and 3 more meto.
 
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