RobinWhoLostItAll
trapped inside a human body
- Oct 31, 2023
- 33
im tired, and im scared, but i feel like my time is running out, and i hate the holidays i dont wanna experience that shit + itd mean i wouldnt have time to ctb bc i wouldnt be home alone,
maybe im just talking out of my ass like i always do but ill make an attempt today, currently 6am CST, everyones getting ready to leave for work, ill be alone around 8, ill start getting everything ready by then, ill be updating the thread
8:30am - havent done anything, can barely get out of bed, im scared, i dont wanna be here anymore, i need more time, i need to ctb, ill just lay here for an hour or two,
ill be doing full suspension and drinking to help with SI, i dont think i wanna leave a note or anything, ill probably just tell my gf that i love her and go
9:25am - rope is ready, smoked a couple cigs and i started drinking, ill go do it once i feel drunk enough
maybe im just talking out of my ass like i always do but ill make an attempt today, currently 6am CST, everyones getting ready to leave for work, ill be alone around 8, ill start getting everything ready by then, ill be updating the thread
8:30am - havent done anything, can barely get out of bed, im scared, i dont wanna be here anymore, i need more time, i need to ctb, ill just lay here for an hour or two,
ill be doing full suspension and drinking to help with SI, i dont think i wanna leave a note or anything, ill probably just tell my gf that i love her and go
9:25am - rope is ready, smoked a couple cigs and i started drinking, ill go do it once i feel drunk enough
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