Maybe it’s supposed to end this way

[MalboroMan420]

I figure that if we were born with these lustful thoughts , and this "life path" I suppose, maybe it is our final obstacle…

it takes a lot of courage and faith, willpower and balls to ctb … and I just get to thinkin that maybe we were specially set up this way to endure everything purposefully. The others, well, maybe they've already accomplished what we are trying to accomplish, and so they have no single thought about it in their minds .. sure factors would be at play .. but that seed gets planted early on I would suppose …

No matter which way u look at it … if we are here sorely just to have a human experience… surely there are no repercussions for cutting it short … free will and all.. there's the age old saying "nothing in life comes easy", and hell, certainly getting to pick your way out of here could never be easy..

I just think it's a courage lesson perhaps… the final hurrah if you will.. showing that no matter what happened in life, we could over come it, even death itself..

I've spent my years on earth doing no more than helping where I can and doing the right thing even when nobody is a lookin .. sure I've had my bad times but I like to think the good out weighs the bad.. but with the way this world is a lookin… I'll tip my hat and be on my way shortly!

If you could go back and be reborn in any era.. when would it be… personally , I'd like to go way back to the early Columbus days.. explore the earth and live as purely as possible for the short time I could

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly think that those who managed to ctb despite the fact that it's so difficult are courageous, I admire those people for escaping from all the suffering. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[020x]

Worst thing about death is that you don't know that you died, so you can't be proud that you escaped the suffering and are now free.. You won't know it, you won't know anything. This is why no matter what, even tho i'm suicidal and want to quit this life, still have this mindset that keeps me alive.

Eventually everyone will pass away, and no one will ever know they died, so why does it matter if we decide to end the suffering, or if we live till 60 with hell of a life, it won't matter. This life isn't serious, we don't even understand what the point of our life is, what the universe wants to accomplish, etc. If we could witness the afterlife that I unfortunately don't believe in, it would have made sense.