It would be a statement. Maybe her behavior would be investigated as a consequence of it. But they would probably only portray me as unstable individual and nothing would change. I think my psychiatrist would get a pretty guilty conscience over it because she betrayed me to defend my former therapist.
It reminds me of a story about a trans woman that killed herself in the capital of my country. She self-immolated because she was sick of getting humiliated. People filmed her self-immolation and dead body. People on social media also far-right politicians mocked her even further after her brutal death.
It hurts that my own mother often sided with my therapist. Another reason not to feel guilty towards her when I kill myself. I am not feeling good. I almost killed myself last year. I found my therapist while being in an acute suicidality clinic. I think though if you are as vulnerable as me people will try to take advantage of you.
It reminds me of a story about a trans woman that killed herself in the capital of my country. She self-immolated because she was sick of getting humiliated. People filmed her self-immolation and dead body. People on social media also far-right politicians mocked her even further after her brutal death.
It hurts that my own mother often sided with my therapist. Another reason not to feel guilty towards her when I kill myself. I am not feeling good. I almost killed myself last year. I found my therapist while being in an acute suicidality clinic. I think though if you are as vulnerable as me people will try to take advantage of you.
