Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
I hope I don't get banned for this. If I overstep the rules please accept my apologies. I've taken a mess of pills. Dont know if they'll work or not. The pain is just too much - not physical - emotional. I can't live with myself. Im so weak. All I've ever wanted was to be loved. And it never happened.. I'm very tired - tired of crying, of the loneliness, of being such a pathetic person. I can't go on like this. I just wanted someone to know. I don't want an autopsy I just want to be cremated - to be set free. I really wish my mother had had the abortion she so desperately craved. It would have saved me so much pain