May is it

[deathisnear]

I have finally come to terms with letting everyone down when I CTB. I've stayed a lifetime for others so that they don't freak out when I'm gone ... I'm beyong that. I can't do this anymore. This world has passed me by and I no longer fit it. I no longer fit life. My depression, my anxiety has won. I will CTB by end of May and finally acheive peace.

 

[Someone123]

I hope you can find peace. Being confident in a method is tough for me- I think it will be sn eventually. I like the charcoal method better if you have a good place to do this, but I don't- I know some people use cars but it's not easy to find a good location for this. SN has worked for a lotr of people, but the failures worry me. It would be interesting to know your method if you would want to share it- I'm in the same situation of wanting to leave, as many here are.

 

[deathisnear]

I hope you can find peace. Being confident in a method is tough for me- I think it will be sn eventually. I like the charcoal method better if you have a good place to do this, but I don't- I know some people use cars but it's not easy to find a good location for this. SN has worked for a lotr of people, but the failures worry me. It would be interesting to know your method if you would want to share it- I'm in the same situation of wanting to leave, as many here are.

My method is gunshot to the head

 

[Someone123]

My method is gunshot to the head

That is a high percentage method- the more a person knows about guns the better their chances. I decided against the method for me due to not being sure enough it would work, but for many people it does. The caliber of gunm the type of bullets, the angle- there are a lot of variables. It may help to research these of google. I hope you can find peace.

 

[deathisnear]

That is a high percentage method- the more a person knows about guns the better their chances. I decided against the method for me due to not being sure enough it would work, but for many people it does. The caliber of gunm the type of bullets, the angle- there are a lot of variables. It may help to research these of google. I hope you can find peace.

Thank You! I hope you can find peace as well. I have done a lot of research, endless research really. I have the best gun and the best bullets to do the job. It should be guaranteed and I cannot wait to finally be out of this hell called life.

 

[YuckyDucky]

From my research as well as common sense, shotgun in the mouth seems to be about as quick and sure a method as there is.

 

[deathisnear]

From my research as well as common sense, shotgun in the mouth seems to be about as quick and sure a method as there is.

Yes, I have done the same research and that is exactly how I am going to CTB

 

[Zegers]

but the failures worry me

The worst failure is giving SI room to overthink, isn't it?

 

[deathisnear]

The worst failure is giving SI room to overthink, isn't it?

SI is a total btch. I've let it control me and make me overthink my whole life, I will beat it this time. I won't let anything stop me

 

[Zegers]

I have the best gun and the best bullets

I envy you, I don't think i can get this method but i have SN and I'll probably leave during summer.

 

[deathisnear]

I envy you, I don't think i can get this method but i have SN and I'll probably leave during summer.

I wish you peace.

 

[Zegers]

make me overthink my whole life

When the time comes, hopefully I'll break that hurdle. Best wishes

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings of wishing to leave this horrific world really are understandable, I've also always seen myself as not being meant for existing. I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.

 

[FuneralCry]

So please can u make this more easy to understand for me.

By the way I literally know barely anything about SN, and this is all too complicated for me to understand anyway. When it comes to method questions I'm not the best person to ask, as if I was so knowledgable about ctb I would already be gone at this point.
I don't think that you are supposed to derail other people's unrelated threads to ask these questions, you can just bump your own thread so it doesn't get lost among the other threads and maybe someone who knows the answer might be able to advise you. Suicide really is so complicated, that is for sure.