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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
By October 15 I need to have my first shot to even be able to work or go anywhere. Then by September I need the second shot. I'm freaking out. I don't want to take their bullshit vaccine. I don't trust any politicians or 'experts'. It's looking like I'm going to lose my job by next week. Mom's quit her job due to the mandate as well. I'm not going to live past 2022 at this rate. Everything I hoped for is gone, and people think what's happening is normal. All this anxiety. I just want to be left alone :(
 
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Losteverythingtwice

Member
Sep 29, 2021
39
I don't know if this is good for us. But eventually they will put us in camps and kill those who don't believe in the deadliness of covid or the vax. I have no doubt about this
 
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This about saving others. I mean, our arms could do some serious damage to others too! We should all be amputated. And ya know what? Just our very existence is a threat…oh wait.
 
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Losteverythingtwice

Member
Sep 29, 2021
39
Think they won't these people are running a system Genrikh Yagoda would be proud of.
 
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chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
By October 15 I need to have my first shot to even be able to work or go anywhere. Then by September I need the second shot. I'm freaking out. I don't want to take their bullshit vaccine. I don't trust any politicians or 'experts'. It's looking like I'm going to lose my job by next week. Mom's quit her job due to the mandate as well. I'm not going to live past 2022 at this rate. Everything I hoped for is gone, and people think what's happening is normal. All this anxiety. I just want to be left alone :(
What makes you so worried about the vaccine? What do you think that might happen?
You're suicidal and think your life will end soon, but don't want to take the vaccine?
Or are you deeply scared of needles? That's understandable
 
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keyakizaka

keyakizaka

Member
Apr 25, 2021
28
coming from someone who has covid right now i really wish i got the vaccine. i'm suffering really bad rn. so don't feel so bad
 
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aludnelac

aludnelac

wayward weirdo
Sep 15, 2021
55
fuck, that definitely is a bind to be in.. i believe iirc the risk factor of complications from the vaccine tends to increase with the second dose.. is there a way you can maybe get away with only having to get one dose to placate them..? i feel like this is a good compromise between possible risk and keeping your job if it's possible..
 
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OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
What makes you so worried about the vaccine? What do you think that might happen?
You're suicidal and think your life will end soon, but don't want to take the vaccine?
Or are you deeply scared of needles? That's understandable
I believe that it is part of a plan by the Cabal to depopulate the world and change peoples DNA. I have an imutable belief that this world is controlled by the forces of darkness which enslave, use and abuse it's inhabitants by working with space aliens. I want to take my life by my own hands. This is extremely important to me, because I have much to take care of and need to make a statement by my death. Suicide is my choice, so I don't want to die unexpectedly before I can kill myself. By 2022, I meant I may need to end my life early to avoid further suffering under the humans.
fuck, that definitely is a bind to be in.. i believe iirc the risk factor of complications from the vaccine tends to increase with the second dose.. is there a way you can maybe get away with only having to get one dose to placate them..? i feel like this is a good compromise between possible risk and keeping your job if it's possible..
Manager has said that they don't mind, but that's the mandate. They would prefer me to get the jab, because they themselves won't want to lose their only experienced worker. The second dose is also mandatory, unfortunately. Maybe something will change, but I doubt it :(
 
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arie

yeah idk anymore
May 21, 2021
71
I have zero regrets when it comes to getting the vaccine. It'll safe you so much trouble. I just hope that you'll make an informed decision, one that is not forced upon you. If you want to chat about our experiences with the vaccine, please pm me. I don't want to debate or anything, just a normal talk
 
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deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
529
I believe that it is part of a plan by the Cabal to depopulate the world and change peoples DNA. I have an imutable belief that this world is controlled by the forces of darkness which enslave, use and abuse it's inhabitants by working with space aliens.
Dude. You sure you don't want to modify your beliefs a bit? Why is this belief immutable?
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
Lol, hey just take the vaccine, like who knows, maybe it's the ticket for the bus ? Or don't that's your choice, I personally took j&j so that I didn't have to go to take 2nd or 3rd shot.
 
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Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,570
i am in the england i am not getting my vaccine i wouldn't mind dying of covid it would be doing me a favour, sure it would be painful as hell but ultimately i want to die.
 
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I'm really sick of people throwing around: suicidal = no consequences. You people must truly have not experienced SHIT in this life to be able to say that. There are much worse fucking horrifying this in this fucking universe than death.

some of us are ineligible to even take the goddamn thing because of other health issues and we've been sentenced by idiotic "governments" read lack thereof to complete worthlessness who can't even enter a movie theater. I say fucking again: when they tell you that ya know, since your very existence is a threat because youre human and have the capability of hurting others so get in the fucking gas chamber and be exterminated, will then you have some fucking sense? This isn't direct at anyone here by the way, I'm just angrily generalizing.

No one can be forced to do anything. There are literally worse fucking diseases that people STILL don't give a flying fuck about that are way more traumatizing but instead, the world opted to put on a political and propaganda show to just strip away any bit of freedom the people had because of the fact that the global economy is collapsing due to complete and total ineptitude of leadership and coercive followers. Who needs intelligence when you can follow blindly?

"Who's more foolish; the fool or the fool who follows him?"
 
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LakatosDiogenesz

LakatosDiogenesz

I can tie a noose with my eyes closed
Nov 21, 2020
143
I got the shit a while back. If it's really supposed to kill me it's not nearly painless enough.
 
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OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
I have zero regrets when it comes to getting the vaccine. It'll safe you so much trouble. I just hope that you'll make an informed decision, one that is not forced upon you. If you want to chat about our experiences with the vaccine, please pm me. I don't want to debate or anything, just a normal talk
I don't mind if people do get it, but I refuse to listen to authorities bullying me into getting it by threatening me with loss of work, or that I can't buy stuff. Part of me wants to see what will happen, so I'll probably resign without putting up a fight. The state of emergency actually ends of October 21st. Thanks for your offer.

Dude. You sure you don't want to modify your beliefs a bit? Why is this belief immutable?
The path I'm on has taken me to these beliefs, and I trust it. There are things in my understanding that will no doubt be upgraded as time goes on, but the concept of a world in the grip of the elite who have evil plans for the world is not something I ever intend to stop believing. This planet has become a very bad place to be, and I don't owe the controllers anything. I know it all sounds crazy, but I'm fine with that :)

Lol, hey just take the vaccine, like who knows, maybe it's the ticket for the bus ? Or don't that's your choice, I personally took j&j so that I didn't have to go to take 2nd or 3rd shot.
As stated previously, I desire autonomy over my death. I know that many here just wish they could die, but the act of suicide is special to me. If I were to simply die from Covid, it would be sad for some but not significant. Being my own executioner will say something about my life, and why I needed to die. It will not easily be forgotten. Here I only have the option of Pfizer, Astrazeneca, and Moderna. The other thing that unsettles me, is the possibility that booster shots might become mandatory.
 
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Ren Elsie Jewelria

Ren Elsie Jewelria

I sneezed!
Aug 30, 2020
366
I was so against those C-19 vaccines but eventually voluntarily took the 1st dose and looking forward to the 2nd one (Pf1z3r). All the SN and other poisons added to food are way more likely to give you cancer and kill you. So no big deal.
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
In the same boat, and it is indeed weird how people accept this as normal.
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
I believe that it is part of a plan by the Cabal to depopulate the world and change peoples DNA. I have an imutable belief that this world is controlled by the forces of darkness which enslave, use and abuse it's inhabitants by working with space aliens.
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deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
529
The path I'm on has taken me to these beliefs, and I trust it. There are things in my understanding that will no doubt be upgraded as time goes on, but the concept of a world in the grip of the elite who have evil plans for the world is not something I ever intend to stop believing. This planet has become a very bad place to be, and I don't owe the controllers anything. I know it all sounds crazy, but I'm fine with that :)
I'm with you on the world being a bad place but that doesn't require for anyone to have intentionally brought that about. When has the world ever been anything but a bad place? People just pursuing their self-interests is quite sufficient for it. In any case, I've gotten the vax and I seem to be doing fine. Except for being unable to see the massive elite conspiracy playing out in front of my eyes of course :D
 
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chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
I believe that it is part of a plan by the Cabal to depopulate the world and change peoples DNA. I have an imutable belief that this world is controlled by the forces of darkness which enslave, use and abuse it's inhabitants by working with space aliens. I want to take my life by my own hands. This is extremely important to me, because I have much to take care of and need to make a statement by my death. Suicide is my choice, so I don't want to die unexpectedly before I can kill myself. By 2022, I meant I may need to end my life early to avoid further suffering under the humans.
Don't you think there's a contradiction in this? Considering the world as a place "controlled by the forces of darkness which enslave, use and abuse it's inhabitants by working with space aliens", The logical path, from the controllers' point of view, would be to overpopulate the world even more and let people's dna mutate naturally, leading to more bad outcomes than good ones. The covid pandemic, while making people suffer, will work in the path of depopulating the world, and it would be against the controllers' interests. Don't you think? A world with fewer people is a world with less suffering.

Sometimes (it's rare, but happen), our interests align of those from the darkness and some things like the vaccine will benefit us all. Try to think about it.
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
You work for your employee and your signed a contract. your employe can decide who can work and who lose job. If you dont want vaccine then you have to accept consequence.

Btw: 95% of all covid hospitalized people are not vaccinated!
coming from someone who has covid right now i really wish i got the vaccine. i'm suffering really bad rn. so don't feel so bad
My father had covid and although I sat next to him at the dining table, cooked together our meal and were together at the computer I didnt get covid?
I don't mind if people do get it, but I refuse to listen to authorities bullying me into getting it by threatening me with loss of work, or that I can't buy stuff. Part of me wants to see what will happen, so I'll probably resign without putting up a fight. The state of emergency actually ends of October 21st. Thanks for your offer.


The path I'm on has taken me to these beliefs, and I trust it. There are things in my understanding that will no doubt be upgraded as time goes on, but the concept of a world in the grip of the elite who have evil plans for the world is not something I ever intend to stop believing. This planet has become a very bad place to be, and I don't owe the controllers anything. I know it all sounds crazy, but I'm fine with that :)


As stated previously, I desire autonomy over my death. I know that many here just wish they could die, but the act of suicide is special to me. If I were to simply die from Covid, it would be sad for some but not significant. Being my own executioner will say something about my life, and why I needed to die. It will not easily be forgotten. Here I only have the option of Pfizer, Astrazeneca, and Moderna. The other thing that unsettles me, is the possibility that booster shots might become mandatory.
Nobody wants to get shoot by Astrazeneca, because this was kind of fatal!
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
There we go again. If you think catching covid is fun, think again. If you think dying from covid is fun, you really need to visit an ICU unit in the hospital and have a look.

Do yourself and others a favour and get vaccinated. And no, this is not about "trusing the government", this is about trusting science.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,801
I had it, I never remember my experiences but from the looks of it it wasn't that bad. Some clogging and lost what little sense of taste and smell I had. Think I had long covid for months and my cardio got worse (kind of weird how I can't remember this shit at all). I'll take it if someone else schedules it and I don't have to walk that far or pay money.
 
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Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
314
Yeah, those brilliant vaccines. I need someone to do some serious explaining to me. If you have the vaccine and it works so well then why are you forcing me to get one. I am the only one taking the risk. Science is not being applied here only government control. Trust the science is the new mantra of those wanting to force people to do their will. If the vaccine works so well and you have gotten the shot, why do you need to force me to get a shot. It is circular logic. If you want the vaccine get it and make yourself feel warm and fuzzy. But don't force others to get because of you belief in meta-sciences.
 
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HelloAllYouPeople

Member
Jul 6, 2021
65
I live in a third world country where the vaccine rollout is barely moving due to government corruption. Our hospitals are overflowing with covid cases and several of my coworkers have had their families infected. Covid side effects gave some of them early arthritis and and months of no sense of smell/taste.

I just wanna say that if you can get it, please do get the vaccine. This isnt just about your health, its also about keeping others safe. This thread left a very bad taste in my mouth, I hope you people realize how lucky you are.
 
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SOL3HIRO

SOL3HIRO

Member
Jan 8, 2020
32
Hmm this is a very difficult dilemma. I'm no expert at all but as someone who's living in a country who's gotten rid of covid a couple of times, I would definitely say life is more comfortable without the fear of getting it. Luckily, my country has not made it mandatory and instead put a percentage that the country has to hit for us all to no longer have restrictions due to covid. I really hate that you're in such a compromising position @OnlyTheWind and hope that there is some way for you to continue following your beliefs while also interacting in society without fear of alienation. I wish you the best and wish I could do more for you <3
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Just going to say, I got the vaccine, along with millions of people and nothing happened. I don't care either way, but I wasn't giving up concerts and travel, so knew I would have to get it.

No regrets.

And please let it work to depopulate the world, we could easily stand to lose about 5 billion people who are just dead weight.
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
Just going to say, I got the vaccine, along with millions of people and nothing happened. I don't care either way, but I wasn't giving up concerts and travel, so knew I would have to get it.

No regrets.

And please let it work to depopulate the world, we could easily stand to lose about 5 billion people who are just dead weight.
That's not your call, Thanos.
 
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lex

lex

Just another statistic
Jul 7, 2020
49
I believe that it is part of a plan by the Cabal to depopulate the world and change peoples DNA. I have an imutable belief that this world is controlled by the forces of darkness which enslave, use and abuse it's inhabitants by working with space aliens.
Which is it? Depopulate or enslave? You can hardly control dead people
 
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CaliCatCharlie

Nature's Mockery
May 28, 2021
70
Understand that you don't want to take it. Though you have to understand you'd be putting others at risk. Covid is no joke. There's literally a subreddit dedicated to people who died who refused to take it because they didn't trust it or whatever the case was and it cost them and their families lives. People are poking fun at them for being ignorant. It's not just old people either, it's young people too. No one is safe especially with the new variant going around infecting more people at a time. Being intubated after coming off the vent is not a fun ride. It's a slow painful death.

Ya know, sometimes you gotta put certain things aside in order to survive. As someone who is adamant about CTB, I'd just take the vaccine. I'm not ruining my CTB date just to be taken by surprise and have a slow agonizing death. I'd rather it be quick and painless with sinuses cleared.
 
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