LadyPanda
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- Sep 20, 2019
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This might be weird, but I have a google alert set for suicides in my area. It isn't some gore obsession, I just know that I'm not alone and I want to recognize myself in these people. I don't know who this person was, but he was a victim of suicide in my area. Posting because I'm wondering how many of you feel similarly compelled to read stories like this. What about these stories compels you? Personally, it's curiosity about their circumstances and what we may have had in common that led us to that point. We also have the same method and that gives me some sick feeling of hope that despite failed attempts, it is possible and if he can do it then so can I. Did he want to be found? I have a zillion questions and I wonder what questions you guys have when you read things like this.
To be clear, I don't want to speculate on why he ctb. I wish him peace.
This might be weird, but I have a google alert set for suicides in my area. It isn't some gore obsession, I just know that I'm not alone and I want to recognize myself in these people. I don't know who this person was, but he was a victim of suicide in my area. Posting because I'm wondering how many of you feel similarly compelled to read stories like this. What about these stories compels you? Personally, it's curiosity about their circumstances and what we may have had in common that led us to that point. We also have the same method and that gives me some sick feeling of hope that despite failed attempts, it is possible and if he can do it then so can I. Did he want to be found? I have a zillion questions and I wonder what questions you guys have when you read things like this.
To be clear, I don't want to speculate on why he ctb. I wish him peace.