imdepressed999

imdepressed999

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I found this video on YouTube, this guy has cancer, and they filmed his last few days alive. It looks like he is drinking either N or SN. What are your guy's thoughts on this?


 
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Little_Suzy

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Like cancer, mental illness is incapacitating, recurring, and fatal.

On the contrary, whereas mentally ill patients who express the same desire for assisted suicide are condemned and criminalized, cancer is generally regarded as compassionate and acceptable.

People did not choose to have cancer or mental illness, and they suffer equally, so why do we treat them differently?

So, fuck medical discrimination and that goofy smile of his! lol
 
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rozeske

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I highly doubt they would use SN in assisted death. Where SN is a more peaceful and reliable out of most suicide methods, they sure would use a more peaceful and reliable alternative than SN.
May his soul rest in peace.
 
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Empathy to the fellow and may he RIP, he sounded content with his decision and the lack of fear or anxiety people shown is admirable - they are clearly reconciled that a peaceful exit is in their own and likely everybody's interest. In terms of his poison, it looks like he took a combo of morphine, amitriptyline & diazepam from the bottle and possibly before that Digoxin which slows the heart I think. The other meds seem to be for anti-sickness.
 
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Davey36000

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Like cancer, mental illness is incapacitating, recurring, and fatal.

On the contrary, whereas mentally ill patients who express the same desire for assisted suicide are condemned and criminalized, cancer is generally regarded as compassionate and acceptable.

People did not choose to have cancer or mental illness, and they suffer equally, so why do we treat them differently?

So, fuck medical discrimination and that goofy smile of his! lol
Mental illnesses specially depression are easier to cure than cancer but almost never fully curable.

I heard good things about shrooms microdose. I tried microdosing LSD once. You could definitely feel the difference.

It almost felt like cheating, to be happy for no reason, regardless of what's going on in your life.

But unless you grow your own shrooms, it's not gonna be cheap.

Shrooms are better than traditional antidepressants because of the lack of annoying side effects.

I think they are even better. If I continue to live for some time I might try to cultivate them.
 
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I found this video on YouTube, this guy has cancer, and they filmed his last few days alive. It looks like he is drinking either N or SN. What are your guy's thoughts on this?



Thank you for uploading this video. I admire Ralph's determination to end his life on his own terms. I guess I would call him brave, but also inspiring. I hope that I can go in a similar fashion, though I believe that I will CTB all alone, which is not necessarily a bad thing, it is just a reality of my life.
Empathy to the fellow and may he RIP, he sounded content with his decision and the lack of fear or anxiety people shown is admirable - they are clearly reconciled that a peaceful exit is in their own and likely everybody's interest. In terms of his poison, it looks like he took a combo of morphine, amitriptyline & diazepam from the bottle and possibly before that Digoxin which slows the heart I think. The other meds seem to be for anti-sickness.
Yes, I'm sure I saw (when I paused the video) a bottle of Meto. in the mix.
 
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dustyrainbow

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Looks like the DDMAPh (reffering to the PPH 5 drug mix) - the dosage of everything are the same as in the protocol.
Ph is missing, but in this case mainly used as a sedative. Since most of the taken drugs have a sedative effect and the availability of barbiturates has become very difficult, they left it out.

Both antiemetics taken as advised, Metoclopramide (Dopamine-Antagonist) and Odansetron (Serotonin -Antagonist).
 
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iusedtobehappy

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Mental illnesses specially depression are easier to cure than cancer but almost never fully curable.

I heard good things about shrooms microdose. I tried microdosing LSD once. You could definitely feel the difference.

It almost felt like cheating, to be happy for no reason, regardless of what's going on in your life.

But unless you grow your own shrooms, it's not gonna be cheap.

Shrooms are better than traditional antidepressants because of the lack of annoying side effects.

I think they are even better. If I continue to live for some time I might try to cultivate them.
Not without a lot of meds is it easy to cure and meds are not a cure, they just mask the symptoms. Mental illness can make someone make bad decisions that then compound the mental illness. Chester Bennington talked about his mind being a bad neighborhood that you don't want to walk through alone. What he said I have never forgotten and thought yes that's it.
 
Davey36000

Davey36000

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Not without a lot of meds is it easy to cure and meds are not a cure, they just mask the symptoms. Mental illness can make someone make bad decisions that then compound the mental illness. Chester Bennington talked about his mind being a bad neighborhood that you don't want to walk through alone. What he said I have never forgotten and thought yes that's it.
Yes sorry you are right... What I said probably wasn't true to statistics.

I can see where Chester is coming from. I may have mental illness too.

But I don't think it's such s binary thing (either you have it or don't).

I think it's more of a spectrum.
I think most people have some sort of mental problem.

People use all sort of things to cope but it's still there.
 
iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

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I found this video on YouTube, this guy has cancer, and they filmed his last few days alive. It looks like he is drinking either N or SN. What are your guy's thoughts on this?



It is the true crime that this isn't more accessible. Before he chose this, he lost his wife and two children. Who asks someone to stay even under just those conditions? His physical illness gave him the freedom to choose to opt out but even before something like that, it should be offered. Asking someone to continue to go on without the people they love is the crime IMO.
 
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Imagine having that option
 
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Gonnerr

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Thanks for sharing this , i took a screenshot (at 19:33) of what he took. There is some drugs there i dont know what that is, i will google that tonight.
 

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