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SyrupForBlood
A Sweet Sadness
- Jul 21, 2024
- 10
Maladaptive daydreaming has been like such a good form of escapism for me but also makes me sad because i now spend a-lot of time either sleeping or daydreaming. I think it helps me cope with past experiences but also throws me further back into my own anti-social sadness when it comes to having to actually go out. Like most of the time I'd rather sleep than go outside anymore. I like not having to think and just stay in my own little happy storyline. My anxiety and ocd-fueled intrusive thoughts make it so hard to actually think without feeling awful, so it's nice to be happy for a little while. I genuinely can't tell if it's helping or hurting right now but I'm too attached to these stories to stop.
Cheers to Fanfics for fulling my maladaptive brainrot.
Cheers to Fanfics for fulling my maladaptive brainrot.