subjectively creative is the only unique worth having. It's worth making personally satisfying, and unless you are already in a position of notoriety don't waste your time attempting to make it unique in a public way. Just focus on making your
subjective experience unique. It's obviously better to die in a pleasant way (if you can acquire the necessary resources to arrange for that), than to die barely cognizant, aged, in a hospital bed. An analogy would be akin to the child who steals candy and enjoys eating it in privacy. Death is the
de facto destination of every individual, so in the end the only thing that really matters is what state of consciousness you die in.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perspectival_realism