Venting Making peace with my future

[RestlessTaiga]

I'm trying to make peace with me and my future, even if it's not good.

I know that nothing good awaits for me, I'm probably gonna die alone, living paycheck to paycheck and very isolated, and that sucks, but it's deserved.

I envisioned to paths I can take in my life, one path I'm dead, and the other I wish I was dead, but still with some joy here or there, I can't wish for anything big, so I gonna have to accept the small things, like playing the games I love, singing my favorite songs, having conversations with myself over random things and all that nerd stuff, I know this sounds depressing, and it is, but, it's became my comfort, so I doesn't bother me that much anymore.

though I'm probably not gonna last in this lifestyle, I can at least try.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I'm trying to make peace with me and my future, even if it's not good.

I know that nothing good awaits for me, I'm probably gonna die alone, living paycheck to paycheck and very isolated, and that sucks, but it's deserved.

I envisioned to paths I can take in my life, one path I'm dead, and the other I wish I was dead, but still with some joy here or there, I can't wish for anything big, so I gonna have to accept the small things, like playing the games I love, singing my favorite songs, having conversations with myself over random things and all that nerd stuff, I know this sounds depressing, and it is, but, it's became my comfort, so I doesn't bother me that much anymore.

though I'm probably not gonna last in this lifestyle, I can at least try.

I had a therapist lady year and her business name was 'Tiny Joys'. She believed just having some joy in your life was enough to live for. So you are on the right track and you never know, things could get better for you.

 

[RestlessTaiga]

I had a therapist lady year and her business name was 'Tiny Joys'. She believed just having some joy in your life was enough to live for. So you are on the right track and you never know, things could get better for you.

Haha, yeah, maybe, I would like to be a little bit positive about this, but I'm already too deep I'm my own pessimistic thoughts.