Story MAKING MY PLANS

[Unattainable666]

I am going to be making my final plans. My mental health now permits me to finalize my plans to move forward, there is no hope left for me. I am so grateful. It is such a relief to know I will soon be gone from this horrific life I've lived. I know so many of you have had worse lives but I can't go on. Not sure you know my story or if anyone really cares so I won't bore you all. I am so excited to know I will be seeing my little girl again and get to hug her and my Dad oh shit my Dad damn he'll give me a big old bear hug. I'll finally be loved again. I'll be who I used to be. No more tears or pain. Why the hell have I waited so long? I'm taking my cat with me. Yeah yeah I know it was a tough decision, but she is dying anyway she has liver cancer her days are short and no one will take her we're going by carbon monoxide at the beach. What a kick ass way to go eh?

 

[ever so lonely]

i hope you dont unattainable this place would be worse off without you here i hope you reconsider somehow someway i am sorry for what your going through and your family members too , it isnt my palace to say what anybody can/cant do, i just hope you can stay with us even if a little longer, you matter here, to us take care my friend

 

[love_peep]

this life is very cruel and not fair to good people I hope you succeed and you stop your terrible suffering in this world I wish you good luck

 

[Paperclips]

Best wishes I hope you two find your peace in passing, and that you reunite with your loved ones

 

[Dizzylady80]

I'd care to hear your story bb, I'm sure a lot of us would

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so relieved to be leaving this hellish existence, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[アホペンギン]

I am going to be making my final plans. My mental health now permits me to finalize my plans to move forward, there is no hope left for me. I am so grateful. It is such a relief to know I will soon be gone from this horrific life I've lived. I know so many of you have had worse lives but I can't go on. Not sure you know my story or if anyone really cares so I won't bore you all. I am so excited to know I will be seeing my little girl again and get to hug her and my Dad oh shit my Dad damn he'll give me a big old bear hug. I'll finally be loved again. I'll be who I used to be. No more tears or pain. Why the hell have I waited so long? I'm taking my cat with me. Yeah yeah I know it was a tough decision, but she is dying anyway she has liver cancer her days are short and no one will take her we're going by carbon monoxide at the beach. What a kick ass way to go eh?

Good luck on your plans, i hope you find the peace you were searching for. I send you and your cat my best regards. I'm so sorry she has cancer that must suck, especially since shes just a cat :( poor thing, i can totally see how bringing her along with you would be a tough decision, it feels terrible killing an animal, even if its suffering already. Anyways, i hope your dad does give you a big bear hug and you have peace :) good luck, again

 

[howoverifneverbegan]

Don't kill your cat. Let it pass away peacefully first.

 

[sayire]

CO by the beach. sounds like a last memorable vacation! happy vacation to paradise.

I would be all ears to hear your story.

may you find your path to peace.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for you both to enter a peaceful sleep, each with one they love and trust accompanying them on this next adventure. Sleep easy, sleep well, wake to all you dream of, tired traveller.

 

[SuicidalAngel]

I'm making my final plans too. Have had enough of being treated like less than mess on a persons shoe. Even the cat gets spoken to better than I do. It's a sad reality. My mum died on bonfire night 2021 and soon I will join her.