Lucky people

[setianism]

Funny how there are people who just impulsively throw themselves from the 4th floor of their apartment and succeed and most of us spend months researching methods and still get the anxiety that it won't work

 

[Deleted member 847]

Eu nu m-as arunca de la etaj nici daca alternativa ar fi sa ard de viu.

 

[throwaway123]

Funny how there are people who just impulsively throw themselves from the 4th floor of their apartment and succeed and most of us spend months researching methods and still get the anxiety that it won't work

EXACTLY!!!! ITS SO UNFAIR!!!

But then sometimes I think maybe we just need to "do it". Maybe we're overthinking it. Maybe impulse is the only way it will work.

 

[CentreMid]

I'm sure the majority of them aren't purely impulsive, but I get your point and I agree, why can't we all succeed? Why can't those who are afaraid to do it be brave enough so they can find the peace they need?

 

[Deleted member 847]

It's funny, I aborted my attempts without even drinking my vodka first. Maybe if I drank it before, I wouldn't be here now.

 

[Lunar]

Maybe that's the key is to just "do it" as throwaway123 is saying. It's easier said than done, though. I wish I didn't keep thinking that I'll fail. Am I not suffering enough? how much more do I have to suffer if so? just why...

 

[Miss clefable]

Maybe that's the key is to just "do it" as throwaway123 is saying. It's easier said than done, though. I wish I didn't keep thinking that I'll fail. Am I not suffering enough? how much more do I have to suffer if so? just why...

Exactly don't think react

 

[Deleted member 847]

If it helps anyone the first time I really hanged myself I was in a mental state in which I didn't realize that death was imminent (autoerotic asphyxiation game).

 

[Mayfil]

Guy I knew that was 21 died in his sleep. He won the fucking lotto as far as i'm concerned

 

[wezel]

Not sure about "lucky" people when it comes to cbt.
If your pain becomes utterly unbearable, so that you know you cannot go on anymore under any circumstances, then you will end it, regardless of train drivers, family, is the method painful or not etc.
A friend of mine did exactly that: she walked out of the house and threw herself in front of a train. There was nothing stopping her anymore.
Death by train had become preferable for her to continue living.
As long as the situation is not at that stage many other considerations will slow down or stop that process.

 

[Deleted member 847]

Not sure about "lucky" people when it comes to cbt.
If your pain becomes utterly unbearable, so that you know you cannot go on anymore under any circumstances, then you will end it, regardless of train drivers, family, is the method painful or not etc.
A friend of mine did exactly that: she walked out of the house and threw herself in front of a train. There was nothing stopping her anymore.
Death by train had become preferable for her to continue living.
As long as the situation is not at that stage many other considerations will slow down or stop that process.

My idea was to overdose on something that will give me excruciating pain which will push me to finally hang myself

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

And what about people who accidentally die from auto-erotic asphyxiation while people on this forum are like "OMG I can't pass out" ^_^

Overthinking is the worst thing, we sit there researching and analyzing methods and all the risks, meanwhile some clueless 13 y/o decides to fap while strangling himself with a belt and dies...

 

[Deleted member 847]

And what about people who accidentally die from auto-erotic asphyxiation while people on this forum are like "OMG I can't pass out" ^_^

Overthinking is the worst thing, we sit there researching and analyzing methods and all the risks, meanwhile some clueless 13 y/o decides to fap while strangling himself with a belt and dies...

I'm 18 not 13 though

 

[RacilyDank]

Even though I've been thinking about, researching, planning etc to ctb and I feel it's a rational decision the only way I'll go ahead is through impulse. My situation is fucked and one day after I've had a few drinks and had enough of it all is when I'll do it

 

[RacilyDank]

I'm 18 not 13 though

I don't think they're referring to you

 

[Deleted member 847]

I don't think they're referring to you

I was just joking

 

[RacilyDank]

I was just joking

Oh, sorry... sometimes it feels like I've had a sense of humour transplant