Help Low testosterone making me suicidal

[cvury]

For a long time I've felt incredibly low energy and have had significant gynecomastia aka man tits which has made me so self conscious and part of why I want to end it all. I'm suicidal all the time, I have my dad's revolver and am thinking about just doing it, I've come really close. Ive also have dozens of hospitalizations and diagnosed BPD, I'm just sick of it all. I've been going to the gym a lot and theorize if my depression are due to low testosterone, so I got a blood test and do indeed have low t. I'm wondering if I hop on TRT or other steroids it would make me feel more upbeat and that could resolve a lot of my issues. Please tell me what you all think of this.

 

[Average Joe]

I've often wondered the same, perhaps some of my depressive symptoms are as a result of low testosterone.
I mean, if you're suicidal all the time and ready to go with a revolver, then why not explore the gym and TRT?

Let us know how things go brother <3

 

[alwaysalone]

For a long time I've felt incredibly low energy and have had significant gynecomastia aka man tits which has made me so self conscious and part of why I want to end it all. I'm suicidal all the time, I have my dad's revolver and am thinking about just doing it, I've come really close. Ive also have dozens of hospitalizations and diagnosed BPD, I'm just sick of it all. I've been going to the gym a lot and theorize if my depression are due to low testosterone, so I got a blood test and do indeed have low t. I'm wondering if I hop on TRT or other steroids it would make me feel more upbeat and that could resolve a lot of my issues. Please tell me what you all think of this.

It could probably work just be careful. Steroids aren't that bad in and of themselves. It's when a person abuses them. Also have you seen a Dr. about gynocomastia? I believe there may be treatments.