Venting Love me like a doll

[madcowz]

Due to my bpd I'm always the one worshipping and idealizing and giving attention and it comes with the price of hating them the same amount I love them but I still am like the primary lover

And it's tiring it's so tiring I want to be loved I want to be taken care of I want to be told I'm cute and pretty and have my hair brushed out and styled and my body and soul belong to someone else I want to be a real life doll for someone else with no sexual undertones just. Love and ownership is what I want

Rid me of my automony and let me stay only eating for survival and stay underweight and dress me up in expensive Lolita clothing with my hair being longer and longer until it reaches the ground and brush it for me and do my makeup and just let me be nonexistent

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I can't help you with that, but I imagine there would be plenty of takers.

 

[tiredash]

i can do that except the money stuff lol

I'm always the one worshipping and idealizing and giving attention and it comes with the price of hating them

I do the same...

 

[madcowz]

I can't help you with that, but I imagine there would be plenty of takers

The people I go after almost always have a pd themselves like ASPD or something and they tend to want to be worshipped instead LOL but I don't know

 

[cylus46]

The people I go after almost always have a pd themselves like ASPD or something and they tend to want to be worshipped instead LOL but I don't know

Can always worship each other lol. As someone with mental health issues I love in a very worshipping way but I also want that same energy towards me. Which is isolating because I know people like us are not common to come by. The way I love and want to be loved would probably freak people out.

 

[MeSauce]

same lol

 

[Pluto]