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Tiredman

Tiredman

Rest is best
Apr 30, 2018
229
If you won 60 million would you still want to ctb?

I know it's highly unlikely and irrational but I've been buying lottery tickets for the last couple weeks even though I've already ordered my N. I think if I won I could get access to better healthcare, physio therapy and pay for post secondary. I know money doesn't buy happiness but I think I would definitely atleast postpone "ctb'ing" and maybe do some travelling.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
Yeah, I do this as well. The test, I guess, is would money change anything? No, not really. It would distract until it's all gone and then you are worse off than before. But we still buy them. That old instinct to stay alive!
 
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Sonnenblume

Sonnenblume

Sunflower Panda
Apr 6, 2018
586
No, I'd buy N for anyone and everyone who wanted it. Donate to some animal charities. Give some to my old friends who were decent. And be friggin done.
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
I'm not sure. I would probably use some money for escaping of this hell my life is now, I won't use much money and the rest would be donated to something...

...or I could buy a guillotine and end.
 
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anna

anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
I think I would only delay it
I would try to get a peaceful death in Dignitas
And the rest of the money, I would share it between my mother, my sister and shelters and animal sanctuaries
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
466
I'd still have to cope with being a dumb,ugly abomination but being able to ditch 9-5 slave labor would really change my outlook
 
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skyofAuroras

skyofAuroras

Student
Apr 10, 2018
136
I think it would delay my death. Maybe being able to have enough money to buy my own place and being able to live without work would be okay for me. I guess I'm not really sure if I would still want to ctb.
 
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Hanger

Hanger

Noosedancer
May 29, 2018
277
I think I would give it to a person that needs money to survive and then hang myself
 
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Nate

Member
May 11, 2018
66
Have you been buying scratch offs?
 
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Total Imbecile

Total Imbecile

Member
Jun 6, 2018
22
No, Id buy a GTR, a huge house, hire a nutritionist, a cook, a personal trainer and work on becoming the best version of myself. If I couldnt get a gf then Id rope, I think theres a 5% chance 60 mil would solve all of my problems
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
id hire someone to drug my drink and make me unconscious then they kill me and i will know nothing about it .

and thecrest id leave to setting up a homeless shelter and battered womens refge or somthing
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
sorry my typings terrible tonight lol
 
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Malice1

Malice1

Experienced
Apr 6, 2018
286
If i could get my sex drive back then yes it would stop me from ctbing because then i could fuck high class prostitutes for the rest of my life (already have the money for low class prostitutes but no sex drive so whats the point). I'd also have my own place and would be free from my family.
 
Lucas

Lucas

Member
May 26, 2018
81
My quality of life would still suck, but it would buy me little more time.
 
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Elaina

Member
May 16, 2018
96
I'd give most of the money to my mom. Buy some really cute clothes that I won't need because I'll be dead. I'd get plastic surgery on my nose because my nose could be better, hair transplant because my hair is thin af, then I'd take my boyfriend out for sushi or whatever he wants every night. And then I'd kill myself.
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
If I can get my own place, a car, and decent treatment I think it would delay it for a while but I still think I'd eventually ctb as one of my alters would prefer to have it done and over with it anyways.
 
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FullFat

FullFat

^best order at Micky-D's ever
Apr 27, 2018
375
Eventually, yes. I'm like a moth to flame. I may drift away from suicide for a short while. but I will always come back. I'd give most of the money to family and use the rest to finish my bucket list before hopefully CTBing with a cleaner method than I have now.
 
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El Topo

El Topo

(---)
Apr 21, 2018
478
If I can get my own place, a car, and decent treatment I think it would delay it for a while but I still think I'd eventually ctb as one of my alters would prefer to have it done and over with it anyways.

How many alters do you have?
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
I have a question, why do you want some things if you plan killing yourselves immediately after getting them? You won't enjoy this things if you die.

It's curiosity
 
Neon

Neon

Member
May 20, 2018
52
This has already been said but it'll just delay suicide, I'm pretty sure I'll come back to it, but in the meantime it'd be enough to set me up for life with the lifestyle I want and enough to go to family once I'm gone. Money dosen't really buy happiness but you can buy things that can distract you from how sad life is.
 
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TheLastStraw

Member
May 10, 2018
55
A good bit of my depression is due to being a poor wage slave and knowing I can't escape it

The other half of my depression is being lonely, even if it's superficial money will solve that too

So yeah money would completely change things for me

Who want to spend there whole life making $11 an hour working your butt of daily
 
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GiveMeNovacaine

GiveMeNovacaine

Member
Jun 11, 2018
50
$60 million wouldn't solve my mental problems, but it would make life a lot more worth it. Catching the bus wouldn't be a thought, for at least a long time.
 
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IQof87SadButTrue

Member
Jun 11, 2018
35
If I had $300,000 + I would not ctb. I would grow that money to become $1,000,000 or more through investing and compounded interest. That's way more than enough to retire on for a single frugal person. I could then tackle and solve my life problems one by one.
 
Tomasnil

Tomasnil

Mage
Apr 24, 2018
519
If I had $300,000 + I would not ctb. I would grow that money to become $1,000,000 or more through investing and compounded interest. That's way more than enough to retire on for a single frugal person. I could then tackle and solve my life problems one by one.
Since im unable to takle my problems no matter what money ..... but with a ton of money id live my destructiv life in better style so a 1000000€ would give me a 2 week unhinged fun but i wouldnt die happier just 2 weeks later
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
if someone said to me heres 1 million pound or 1 pill to put you to death peacefully and fast id take the pill no hesitation
 
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mrscat

mrscat

Member
May 25, 2018
63
I will delay my exit for a year and in that year would like to spend quality time with persons who love me, then will donate the money to animal foundations and my mother and then addio...
 
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shattered dreams

shattered dreams

Student
Jun 5, 2018
136
As someone with fetal alcohol syndrome, I cannot support myself financially which is my main source of depression. If I won $60 million dollars, most of my problems (but not all) would vanish and I would no longer want to commit suicide.
 

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