Lottery

[Tiredman]

If you won 60 million would you still want to ctb?

I know it's highly unlikely and irrational but I've been buying lottery tickets for the last couple weeks even though I've already ordered my N. I think if I won I could get access to better healthcare, physio therapy and pay for post secondary. I know money doesn't buy happiness but I think I would definitely atleast postpone "ctb'ing" and maybe do some travelling.

 

[typx]

Yeah, I do this as well. The test, I guess, is would money change anything? No, not really. It would distract until it's all gone and then you are worse off than before. But we still buy them. That old instinct to stay alive!

 

[Sonnenblume]

No, I'd buy N for anyone and everyone who wanted it. Donate to some animal charities. Give some to my old friends who were decent. And be friggin done.

 

[Tiburcio]

I'm not sure. I would probably use some money for escaping of this hell my life is now, I won't use much money and the rest would be donated to something...

...or I could buy a guillotine and end.

 

[anna]

I think I would only delay it
I would try to get a peaceful death in Dignitas
And the rest of the money, I would share it between my mother, my sister and shelters and animal sanctuaries

 

[ikadasui]

I'd still have to cope with being a dumb,ugly abomination but being able to ditch 9-5 slave labor would really change my outlook

 

[skyofAuroras]

I think it would delay my death. Maybe being able to have enough money to buy my own place and being able to live without work would be okay for me. I guess I'm not really sure if I would still want to ctb.

 

[Hanger]

I think I would give it to a person that needs money to survive and then hang myself

 

[Nate]

Have you been buying scratch offs?

 

[Total Imbecile]

No, Id buy a GTR, a huge house, hire a nutritionist, a cook, a personal trainer and work on becoming the best version of myself. If I couldnt get a gf then Id rope, I think theres a 5% chance 60 mil would solve all of my problems

 

[angie]

id hire someone to drug my drink and make me unconscious then they kill me and i will know nothing about it .

and thecrest id leave to setting up a homeless shelter and battered womens refge or somthing

 

[angie]

sorry my typings terrible tonight lol

 

[Malice1]

If i could get my sex drive back then yes it would stop me from ctbing because then i could fuck high class prostitutes for the rest of my life (already have the money for low class prostitutes but no sex drive so whats the point). I'd also have my own place and would be free from my family.

 

[Lucas]

My quality of life would still suck, but it would buy me little more time.

 

[Elaina]

I'd give most of the money to my mom. Buy some really cute clothes that I won't need because I'll be dead. I'd get plastic surgery on my nose because my nose could be better, hair transplant because my hair is thin af, then I'd take my boyfriend out for sushi or whatever he wants every night. And then I'd kill myself.

 

[AveryConure]

If I can get my own place, a car, and decent treatment I think it would delay it for a while but I still think I'd eventually ctb as one of my alters would prefer to have it done and over with it anyways.

 

[FullFat]

Eventually, yes. I'm like a moth to flame. I may drift away from suicide for a short while. but I will always come back. I'd give most of the money to family and use the rest to finish my bucket list before hopefully CTBing with a cleaner method than I have now.

 

[El Topo]

If I can get my own place, a car, and decent treatment I think it would delay it for a while but I still think I'd eventually ctb as one of my alters would prefer to have it done and over with it anyways.

How many alters do you have?

 

[AveryConure]

How many alters do you have?

I honestly don't know. I only know of about 5 but for all i know there could be more.

 

[Tiburcio]

I have a question, why do you want some things if you plan killing yourselves immediately after getting them? You won't enjoy this things if you die.

It's curiosity

 

[Neon]

This has already been said but it'll just delay suicide, I'm pretty sure I'll come back to it, but in the meantime it'd be enough to set me up for life with the lifestyle I want and enough to go to family once I'm gone. Money dosen't really buy happiness but you can buy things that can distract you from how sad life is.

 

[TheLastStraw]

A good bit of my depression is due to being a poor wage slave and knowing I can't escape it

The other half of my depression is being lonely, even if it's superficial money will solve that too

So yeah money would completely change things for me

Who want to spend there whole life making $11 an hour working your butt of daily

 

[GiveMeNovacaine]

$60 million wouldn't solve my mental problems, but it would make life a lot more worth it. Catching the bus wouldn't be a thought, for at least a long time.

 

[IQof87SadButTrue]

If I had $300,000 + I would not ctb. I would grow that money to become $1,000,000 or more through investing and compounded interest. That's way more than enough to retire on for a single frugal person. I could then tackle and solve my life problems one by one.

 

[Tomasnil]

If I had $300,000 + I would not ctb. I would grow that money to become $1,000,000 or more through investing and compounded interest. That's way more than enough to retire on for a single frugal person. I could then tackle and solve my life problems one by one.

Since im unable to takle my problems no matter what money ..... but with a ton of money id live my destructiv life in better style so a 1000000€ would give me a 2 week unhinged fun but i wouldnt die happier just 2 weeks later

 

[angie]

if someone said to me heres 1 million pound or 1 pill to put you to death peacefully and fast id take the pill no hesitation

 

[mrscat]

I will delay my exit for a year and in that year would like to spend quality time with persons who love me, then will donate the money to animal foundations and my mother and then addio...

 

[shattered dreams]

As someone with fetal alcohol syndrome, I cannot support myself financially which is my main source of depression. If I won $60 million dollars, most of my problems (but not all) would vanish and I would no longer want to commit suicide.