really wish I didn't end up on here but I'm just going to vent about how alllll my fuckups have lead to me losing everything I cared about and being the centre of a police investigation!
turns out gore sites fucked up my head, especially when i accidently stumbled on more illegal stuff which really wasn't great. afterwards I made some friends elsewhere that I trusted and they helped me so of course id share some personal information with them. eventually one of them got pissed off after I accidentally leaked something they said to another friend so he started to hate me and started to harass and bully me until I attempted to overdose which left me in hospital for 3 days but I kept the real reason why I was there secret from everyone to not cause drama! then i got accused of sending cp to someone (I didn't) which lead to everyone leaking all of my personal information to a lot of people and me being banned from every friend group. then they falsely accused me of associating with terrorists, having and distributing cp and raping my sister........ and this wasn't just to like some other people online it was to the police! nothing like having to do hours of questioning for something I know I didn't do. whole family got questioned and allllll that stuff, still I really miss my old friends, they were the only people who actually cared about me and a few are ok with me now but I don't know who to trust anymore. i just want to die but I don't want the dick who kept telling me to kill myself to get what he wanted. probably left some info out idk I'm sick
turns out gore sites fucked up my head, especially when i accidently stumbled on more illegal stuff which really wasn't great. afterwards I made some friends elsewhere that I trusted and they helped me so of course id share some personal information with them. eventually one of them got pissed off after I accidentally leaked something they said to another friend so he started to hate me and started to harass and bully me until I attempted to overdose which left me in hospital for 3 days but I kept the real reason why I was there secret from everyone to not cause drama! then i got accused of sending cp to someone (I didn't) which lead to everyone leaking all of my personal information to a lot of people and me being banned from every friend group. then they falsely accused me of associating with terrorists, having and distributing cp and raping my sister........ and this wasn't just to like some other people online it was to the police! nothing like having to do hours of questioning for something I know I didn't do. whole family got questioned and allllll that stuff, still I really miss my old friends, they were the only people who actually cared about me and a few are ok with me now but I don't know who to trust anymore. i just want to die but I don't want the dick who kept telling me to kill myself to get what he wanted. probably left some info out idk I'm sick
