lost the will to fight

[sincerely dead]

i've lost the will to fight and i think that should be okay
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.

anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.

 

[Mywill]

I feel that in my heart. I am still alive because I had my will around. But it's not your fault, you tried and it didn't work as well as you intended.

 

[SMmetalhead36]

i've lost the will to fight and i think that should be okay
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.

anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.

I agree with this wholeheartedly, I'm so tired of people who keep saying try this and try that. I swear I hate living more with each passing day

 

[davidtorez]

i've lost the will to fight and i think that should be okay
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.

anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.

Some people were just not meant to live, but I doubt everyone wants you dead or to disappear. You'll be missed by at least 1 person in this life if you go.