Lost my phone and it didnt help

[Tintypographer]

I lost my phone and thought it would keep me from being down but it didn't. I got a new one and life is the same with or without it. As I've read more and more about nihilism I've become convinced that the world has far too much stuff in it and we can never stop being who we are. 100-500-1000 years from now we will continue to produce too much stuff, fight for security in our jobs, justify growth of businesses and money to endure jobs and continue to both consume and produce more and more. I'm not so apocalyptic as to believe society is doomed. Rather I feel we will continue exactly the same way, solving problems and producing more stuff to ensure more and more people have jobs and careers and security to justify more profits and security. That's it, there will never be a stop or an end. I dont matter and never will and neither does anyone else. If you choose to become a pauper or a billionaire you're still just part of the grand cycle and really will die with no one remembering you 1000 years from now. All the crap you accumulate or want to accumulate will not matter either. Geological forces or sun or rain will destroy whatever it is and it won't matter.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

My smartphone broke recently and my supported accommodation service gave me a basic Nokia. It has made zero difference in my life. No one called me either way.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think about how pointless my life is everyday. All humans exist for the sake of existing and we suffer and struggle for no reason. I see no point in putting up with this horrible life until old age just to die eventually. Life is very meaningless, yet many people see their lives as being important as it is all they have after all. I look forward to forgetting about this life.