Meatismoz
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- Mar 22, 2025
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Me and my friend both bet $2000 on the Epstein files not being released today (the rules that were it wouldnt contain any new novel information connecting Epstein to a new associate) which is arguably didn't but the market still resolved to yes. We were going to make like 18k and split it.
Ive lost a decent amount of money gambling before never this much. Before this I recently became obsessed with this 40 year old woman I met cause it seemed like she was lightly affectionate towards me and my brain always goes that way I'm a 21 year old guy. Meeting her was what really caused my downward spiral and I started drinking and taking pills every night after work to try and pass in my sleep but I haven't. I've become obsessed with so many women and my heart can just not survive it anymore. Even if they show interest im too timid to do anything about it
I've really lost all hope. My heart cannot survive this world
Also I know the Epstein thing sounds dumb but it's not joking. I was just genuinely convinced there wouldn't be shit because they already delayed it
Ive lost a decent amount of money gambling before never this much. Before this I recently became obsessed with this 40 year old woman I met cause it seemed like she was lightly affectionate towards me and my brain always goes that way I'm a 21 year old guy. Meeting her was what really caused my downward spiral and I started drinking and taking pills every night after work to try and pass in my sleep but I haven't. I've become obsessed with so many women and my heart can just not survive it anymore. Even if they show interest im too timid to do anything about it
I've really lost all hope. My heart cannot survive this world
Also I know the Epstein thing sounds dumb but it's not joking. I was just genuinely convinced there wouldn't be shit because they already delayed it
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