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ladidabi

ladidabi

Losing all hope is freedom.
Mar 19, 2023
58
As title says. I'm back where I was early-mid 2023. I can't sleep for the life of me. I have been doubling, sometimes tripling my normale dose of quetiapine to knock me out. It used to work, but now it doesn't. I avoid using my phone until it's too late to fall asleep before work.

Not sleeping has made me more miserable than I already was. Stress may be the cause, and result of this. I'm so alone, tired. I just want to be cared for.
 
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tbh2023

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
296
As title says. I'm back where I was early-mid 2023. I can't sleep for the life of me. I have been doubling, sometimes tripling my normale dose of quetiapine to knock me out. It used to work, but now it doesn't. I avoid using my phone until it's too late to fall asleep before work.

Not sleeping has made me more miserable than I already was. Stress may be the cause, and result of this. I'm so alone, tired. I just want to be cared for.
I'm sorry you're not getting enough sleeping. I'm the same. It's 2am right now but can't sleep and I have to be at work in 4 hours. Lack of sleeping makes me more suicidal. Change your medications maybe other meds can help you.
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
676
I've been experiencing absolutely hellish nights because I get intense restlessness and itching that keeps me awake. Sometimes I fall into a delirious state after it goes on too long. My psychiatrist switched me to quetiapine which does seem to be helping. I just hate being at the mercy of this cocktail of meds, where I don't even know when meds are giving me relief or torturing me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,601
I certainly understand feeling so tired, it's dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.
 

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