WAITING TO DIE
TORMENTED
- Sep 30, 2023
- 1,536
I'm currently bedridden with chronic depression, zero energy, barely eating and constantly wanting to die.
I've suffered from clinical depression since age 7, and nothing works to help me as regards meds and therapy.
During the past few days, I've been experiencing some weird feelings and thoughts that I've never felt before.
I am beginning to feel that I am some kind of hologram, and everything around me is an illusion.
It's really freaking me out.
I've suffered from bouts of depersonalisation and derealisation in the past, but this is different somehow.
I honestly feel like I am just a mind that is trapped in a body that is alien and not of myself.
I've suffered from clinical depression since age 7, and nothing works to help me as regards meds and therapy.
During the past few days, I've been experiencing some weird feelings and thoughts that I've never felt before.
I am beginning to feel that I am some kind of hologram, and everything around me is an illusion.
It's really freaking me out.
I've suffered from bouts of depersonalisation and derealisation in the past, but this is different somehow.
I honestly feel like I am just a mind that is trapped in a body that is alien and not of myself.
