Venting Looking ugly after failed suicide attempts

[ghostgirl1995]

Has anyone else failed to cbt that their face and body just doesn't look the same anymore? I can barely stand to look at myself in the mirror after how messed up my face is from crying everyday and scratching at myself. I also have tried to hang a good 20 times so I have broken arteries or blood vessels. I just feel like a human monster.

 

[pete_x]

You're only a monster if you delight in the suffering of others. Really that seems to be the singular qualifier.Not that that's helpful but, just saying.

 

[ghostgirl1995]

You're only a monster if you delight in the suffering of others. Really that seems to be the singular qualifier.Not that that's helpful but, just saying.

Sometimes I want others to feel my pain so I think I can be a monster. Everyone hates me.

 

[Arrow]

sorry you don't like how you look now :( and also i don't hate you, we are all friends here. hope things get better for you.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I can't stand to look in the mirror for too long, somedays I can't even look at all. None of the attempts I had affected my looks, but depression took that glow away from my face. I was smiley, full of vain and life. My hair was always brushed and lips always red. Now I'm just a sad looking excuse of a woman.