Looking for someone to talk to

[Cantbereal]

I'm a 51 year old female from northeast Pennsylvania I'm chronically ill I am in 24/7 pain and I just need someone else to talk to anyone really that can help me figure out a good way to go I'm very desperate before I end up in the hospital I'm pretty sure I'm in ketoacidosis and I don't want to end up there I want to go before I end up having to call the ambulance again for that can somebody help me find a way thank you