Looking for a partner

[alrondlondo]

Hi all. I write through Google translator, I hope it will be clear. I'm from Russia and would like to find myself a partner for suicide, perhaps it will be easier for both to finish everything. It seems that I saw some people from Russia here. In general, I had suicide attempts that led me to a psychiatric hospital. Here is the wildest hell, it felt like I died and went to hell. Around prisoners, murderers, rapists, pedophiles, cannibals and me with depression)) It was simply impossible to eat local food, they serve and cook like pigs, medical staff could sometimes beat people, they tied me up for a week, because they thought that I could jump out the window and I didn't mean to. And schizophrenics, prisoners and other people walked around me.
Simply put, I really do not want to go there again. Here, people literally screamed like demons and had to be tied to the bed. Have you watched the exorcist? Here also. Sometimes you really want a general mobilization in order to die at least in a war. Thoughts are quite crumpled, I got up very early, but I really want to find someone who could die with me, no matter who you are
As I understand it, you should not leave contacts here, so if anyone is interested, then write in private messages
In general, if you suddenly can come, it is not necessary to be in Russia

 

[kniondinky]

Привет, извините ну я не живу в россия, я просто знаю как говорить по русский
Твой жизнь очень трудно и это не приятно, я надеюсь что ты найдёшь спокойно

 

[alrondlondo]

Привет, извините ну я не живу в россия, я просто знаю как говорить по русский
Твой жизнь очень трудно и это не приятно, я надеюсь что ты найдёшь спокойно

А ты откуда?

 

[kniondinky]

А ты откуда?

Я живу в сша, если я могла я можно бы покупать билету к россию чтобы мне можно умер с тебя ну я просто 16 и не могу, ну я надеюсь что твой страдания закончится

 

[alrondlondo]

Я живу в сша, если я могла я можно бы покупать билету к россию чтобы мне можно умер с тебя ну я просто 16 и не могу, ну я надеюсь что твой страдания закончится

Если есть желание, пока я ещё жив, то можно поговорить в личке

 

[alrondlondo]

Если есть желание, пока я ещё жив, то можно поговорить в личке

In vain she said her back)))

 

[notahappygirl]

When you tried to commit Suicide what method did you tried ?

 

[alrondlondo]

When you tried to commit Suicide what method did you tried ?

Like 2 years ago, I drank a pack of amitriptyline, which practically killed me, but they said that I miraculously survived))
I was defeated because I swallowed them for joy and did not think that my parents would soon come and obviously save
Would not advise this method, yet often survive

 

[notahappygirl]

Like 2 years ago, I drank a pack of amitriptyline, which practically killed me, but they said that I miraculously survived))
I was defeated because I swallowed them for joy and did not think that my parents would soon come and obviously save
Would not advise this method, yet often survive

This exactly what I don't want surviving and my family having to deal with me or ending in a psychiatric like you did I can only imagine what you went through

 

[alrondlondo]

This exactly what I don't want surviving and my family having to deal with me or ending in a psychiatric like you did I can only imagine what you went through

I only have a father, my mother died in childhood. We didn't even talk about the topic of suicide, I just left the hospital later and that's it, no dialogue. So it wasn't that hard.

 

[notahappygirl]

I only have a father, my mother died in childhood. We didn't even talk about the topic of suicide, I just left the hospital later and that's it, no dialogue. So it wasn't that hard.

Oh wow so he didn't think you can try again. How old are you ? if you don't mind me asking. I just get curious about people's ages and how serious they are about suicide

 

[alrondlondo]

Oh wow so he didn't think you can try again. How old are you ? if you don't mind me asking. I just get curious about people's ages and how serious they are about suicide

I think he himself is sick and does not know what to do, so he preferred not to pay attention. I am 22

 

[notahappygirl]

I think he himself is sick and does not know what to do, so he preferred not to pay attention. I am 22

I am 26. Why are you looking for someone else to commit Suicide? That can be dangerous with the law if one ends up surviving

 

[alrondlondo]

I am 26. Why are you looking for someone else to commit Suicide? That can be dangerous with the law if one ends up surviving

It will give more motivation, calmness, it will be less lonely, even interesting and the chances of luck are growing. I'm willing to take risks despite the law, but I think if you fail, you'll end up in a fool again. This is going to be extremely sad

 

[magicalsarcoma]

йоу! ты еще жив?
просто я тоже подумываю над самоубийством

 

[walkingdead2023]

Hi all. I write through Google translator, I hope it will be clear. I'm from Russia and would like to find myself a partner for suicide, perhaps it will be easier for both to finish everything. It seems that I saw some people from Russia here. In general, I had suicide attempts that led me to a psychiatric hospital. Here is the wildest hell, it felt like I died and went to hell. Around prisoners, murderers, rapists, pedophiles, cannibals and me with depression)) It was simply impossible to eat local food, they serve and cook like pigs, medical staff could sometimes beat people, they tied me up for a week, because they thought that I could jump out the window and I didn't mean to. And schizophrenics, prisoners and other people walked around me.
Simply put, I really do not want to go there again. Here, people literally screamed like demons and had to be tied to the bed. Have you watched the exorcist? Here also. Sometimes you really want a general mobilization in order to die at least in a war. Thoughts are quite crumpled, I got up very early, but I really want to find someone who could die with me, no matter who you are
As I understand it, you should not leave contacts here, so if anyone is interested, then write in private messages
In general, if you suddenly can come, it is not necessary to be in Russia

If you are looking for a partner it's going to look like "murder suicide" one if you will get the blame and I think it's not fair! I'm so sorry that you still want to die after trying the first time but did you go through therapy and medications first? Suicide should be last resort please try! Good luck

 

[whitefeather]

Hi all. I write through Google translator, I hope it will be clear. I'm from Russia and would like to find myself a partner for suicide, perhaps it will be easier for both to finish everything. It seems that I saw some people from Russia here. In general, I had suicide attempts that led me to a psychiatric hospital. Here is the wildest hell, it felt like I died and went to hell. Around prisoners, murderers, rapists, pedophiles, cannibals and me with depression)) It was simply impossible to eat local food, they serve and cook like pigs, medical staff could sometimes beat people, they tied me up for a week, because they thought that I could jump out the window and I didn't mean to. And schizophrenics, prisoners and other people walked around me.
Simply put, I really do not want to go there again. Here, people literally screamed like demons and had to be tied to the bed. Have you watched the exorcist? Here also. Sometimes you really want a general mobilization in order to die at least in a war. Thoughts are quite crumpled, I got up very early, but I really want to find someone who could die with me, no matter who you are
As I understand it, you should not leave contacts here, so if anyone is interested, then write in private messages
In general, if you suddenly can come, it is not necessary to be in Russia

i sent you a private message