i would like to
existing is exhausting
- Sep 29, 2023
- 27
I've decided to ctb this year, though I'm unsure when exactly. Before I do, I want to earn money to ensure my family doesn't view me as a burden after I'm gone. You know, for the funeral and stuff. I'd prefer to be cremated, but that's expensive in my country. If my attempt fails, they'll probably admit me to the hospital, and they'll have to spend money, and I don't want that. I also wish to spare myself from my grandmother's criticism. So, I'm planning to earn, but the problem right now is how. I live in the worst country imaginable, lol. I tried looking for a job, but the requirements often demand finishing college and having work experience. I'm only a first-year college student, and I don't have any work experience. Do you have any suggestions? Like some online work I can do? Please, I really need to earn. Thank you.