Long overdue... would like to be gone by this week...

[ACALABJL]

It's been a while. I'm way past my ctb date I had initially planned. I would like some more ideas/thoughts if anyone has any, I just don't want to disfigure my body badly... I've been frustrated and feeling so hopeless lately. I want to ctb, but I can never really find the most guaranteed way... of course I know that there are chances to fail. I wanted to do SN, but I'm not sure where I can acquire meto anymore. I am in the US. I really really really want to do SN without the meto, it'll definitely be a lot harder, but is it possible in anyway? Also, I don't really know the science behind it all... but does your body stay blue? once you have truly passed?

I'll consider hanging I guess, but few questions would be... what would the aftermath of hanging be like? Would my body be in a worse state vs SN or anything? Idk. Just frustrated and hopeless

Best,

ACALABJL

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I wish I had answers for you …. I think there is a SN Thread to discuss it. I will check after I'm done posting here.
I don't know where to get metos anymore either. I think EBAY caught on according to someone on here. I'm not positive if it was metos or something else but he said he was banned (From EBAY) for just looking it up.
Also I don't know if you will look like a Kree after you have passed. (Sorry … it's early in the morning and if that wasn't appropriate I apologize)
Anyway … I will see if I can find the SN Thread.


Found this but it's not the one I was thinking of.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-method.13425/

Found it (It is 66 pages)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

 

[ACALABJL]

I appreciate it, and yeah I have looked through that too. Just hard to find the answer... I guess

 

[Only Me Here]

I appreciate it, and yeah I have looked through that too. Just hard to find the answer... I guess

Bonanza is selling meto and as of yest morning ebay still had it in liquid form.

 

[ACALABJL]

Bonanza is selling meto and as of yest morning ebay still had it in liquid form.

Not sure if Bonanza is trusted yet, and when I went on their site and manually searched it up, it did not appear for some reason?

 

[Only Me Here]

Not sure if Bonanza is trusted yet, and when I went on their site and manually searched it up, it did not appear for some reason?

Myself and another user in canada ordered on friday i have my tracking info and the seller has been highly communicative. Others have said they have received theirs from bonanza, why i went there in the first place.

He wouldnt ship it to canada unless i purchased 4, its on a credit card so if i dont get it i can dispute, but others here recommended him.

 

[ACALABJL]

Myself and another user in canada ordered on friday i have my tracking info and the seller has been highly communicative. Others have said they have received theirs from bonanza, why i went there in the first place. Here is the link https://www.bonanzamarketplace.ca/listings/Primperan-for-nausea-20-tabs-Sanofi-100-genuine

He wouldnt ship it to canada unless i purchased 4, its on a credit card so if i dont get it i can dispute, but others here recommended him.

Oh damn... I wonder if they'll ship to the US is the problem...

 

[Only Me Here]

Buy Primperan for nausea 0 items on Bonanza

Found no results for this search query.

www.bonanzamarketplace.ca

The link

Oh damn... I wonder if they'll ship to the US is the problem...

Its actually easier to get in the US then Canada, we had to do a lot of research and negotiating to find it anywhere at all, whereas the US folks said it was easy.

 

[ACALABJL]

Buy Primperan for nausea 0 items on Bonanza

Found no results for this search query.

www.bonanzamarketplace.ca

Sorry i think that link says error try that one

Its actually easier to get in the US then Canada, we had to do a lot of research and negotiating to find it anywhere at all, whereas the US folks said it was easy.

It seems like I'm the only one struggling to get it in the US right now... it's so frustrating

 

[Only Me Here]

Ebay has the greek seller who is selling it in liquid form

The other option was this https://www.ebay.ca/itm/Domperidone-Slice-Help-Digestion-/133000853422, its less effective then meto but way better then nothing

 

[hamednova]

It seems like I'm the only one struggling to get it in the US right now... it's so frustrating

If you don't have the cash, you can go without meto . Just try not to panic, that whats makes people vomit.

 

[ACALABJL]

Ebay has the greek seller who is selling it in liquid form

The other option was this https://www.ebay.ca/itm/Domperidone-Slice-Help-Digestion-/133000853422, its less effective then meto but way better then nothing

Yeah... no real research on the liquid form though, not that I know of.

If you don't have the cash, you can go without meto . Just try not to panic, that whats makes people vomit.

Cash isn't the problem at the moment it's just access. I don't think I'll panic, I've been set on this for weeks, just frustrated I can't get the products.

 

[Soul]

Hm: I don't think it's accurate that trying not to panic will stop vomiting. Our bodies can try to clear out toxins even when we're unconscious. But people have successfully ctb'd with SN without anti-emetics. You might need to take a second dose if you vomit too much of the first.

I read a report describing a body as partially grey/blue after SN. To address another of your questions.

I hope some of that helps you with your decision. Take your time, ok? It's something you want to be sure about.

 

[ACALABJL]

Hm: I don't think it's accurate that trying not to panic will stop vomiting. Our bodies can try to clear out toxins even when we're unconscious. But people have successfully ctb'd with SN without anti-emetics. You might need to take a second dose if you vomit too much of the first.

I read a report describing a body as partially grey/blue after SN. To address another of your questions.

I hope some of that helps you with your decision. Take your time, ok? It's something you want to be sure about.

Thank you so much! That information is something I was looking for. Honestly... I've been around for too long that's all. At the moment, I'm just crossed between SN and hanging, but just don't want to fail either one of them...

 

[Soul]

It seems like I'm the only one struggling to get it in the US right now... it's so frustrating

That link from OnlyMeHere works for me, and it says it ships from the US. Try it again, maybe?
Don't fret about deadlines, Acalabjl. There's always a next bus. It's important to be sure of what we're doing and to get it as right as we can. I hope things go the way you want them to.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

If you don't have the cash, you can go without meto . Just try not to panic, that whats makes people vomit.

There are a number of victims of accidental SN poisoning and all of them vomitted at the 20-40 minute mark. Those who have purported to consume the SN and failed have not used anti-emetics. It appears to have nothing to do with panic. When done in the right dose for your body unconsciousness occurs before the vomitting and death ensues. Might try looking up SN effects on google scholar...

 

[hamednova]

There are a number of victims of accidental SN poisoning and all of them vomitted at the 20-40 minute mark. Those who have purported to consume the SN and failed have not used anti-emetics. It appears to have nothing to do with panic. When done in the right dose for your body unconsciousness occurs before the vomitting and death ensues. Might try looking up SN effects on google scholar...

Its a statistical fact dead people can't talk in this world. Hence why failed sn attempts that are able to be told tend to be underdoses, or accidents. Theres no dead soul posting on the web " Hey i died drinking 15g of sodium nitrite it worked"
Either way as long as final exit refuses to release more information about sn, we'll have to wait and see.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Its a statistical fact dead people can't talk in this world. Hence why failed sn attempts that are able to be told tend to be underdoses, or accidents. Theres no dead soul posting on the web " Hey i died drinking 15g of sodium nitrite it worked"

The examples I have mentioned are those who have died in hospital, not on their own. Those who survived are generally from people who frequent this site, but thank you for assisting in clarification of my missive.