Venting loneliness

[thedevilwithin]

being alone is so painful but it's my only option. it's my peace and my madness. i feel complete emptiness every waking moment. no friends, no partner. i'm not built for life and realizing that has destroyed me.

 

[ropearoundatree]

I agree, and am in complete agreement with you. I'm sorry you're feeling this way too. And just simply don't see any other way. It's infuriating--to say the least!

 

[Bobby Fisher]

I feel alone as well but have everything (girlfriend, friend) yet can't help but feel like it's all fabricated and that I'll end up losing everyone close to me

 

[Imprisoned]

Same. It's one of many reasons why I want to ctb. Not that ceasing to be alone would fix me at this point. If anything, I'd rather be alone now because I don't want to drag anyone else in this mess of killing myself.