Help Logistics of suicide

[voool]

I want to use heroin and alcohol for an overdose but feel dirty using it in my parents house(I'm 21). Also I wouldn't want local cops in my house with all my neighbors to see, since it would embarrass my parents. I'm thinking about renting a hotel in maybe Canada(I'm in Massachusetts). Or maybe in the south. I don't know why I want so much distance but I do.

Any tips?

 

[dysfunctional]

I want to use heroin and alcohol for an overdose but feel dirty using it in my parents house(I'm 21). Also I wouldn't want local cops in my house with all my neighbors to see, since it would embarrass my parents. I'm thinking about renting a hotel in maybe Canada(I'm in Massachusetts). Or maybe in the south. I don't know why I want so much distance but I do.

Any tips?

I've thought about the hotel plan as well. Don't want to devalue my house. Suicide lowers property values. I've read mixed information on reliabililty of heroin overdose. Hope you can achieve what you're looking for.